Pig Going on a diet... Selfish Humans, Evil world...

2011-10-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

I am Pissed, just thinking about it. Some people just doesn't get it. Why do you always have to make people feel that you're smart?

They never realised how hurtful their words are. They don't give a SHIT about what you think. They don't give a DAMN about the whole world as their life revolve around themselves.

This is how amazing Life is.

Oh, and of course, I don't need you to tell me how to grow up or when to grow up. I have been through shit.

Your Life is not even WORTHY enough to tell me what to do.

Thanks.

Sign off.

2011-09-25T05:11:00.001+08:00

I guess this is the part of my life which I am pretty happy with it.

Everything is good, just that I'm lazy to update my blog. But I will still make it as a diary for whatever that had happened in my life.

Will try to update whenever I can.

And I'm totally hooked to this game call "League Of Legends". DAMN FUN.

I am Proud to say that I'm a addict. =X

Take care people.

Sign off.

2011-06-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

Desmond= In Darkness..

I hate this empty feeling.. The darkness and all the negative thoughts that is devouring me.. Hurting me bits by bits.. This kinda pain I can't explain..

Everything seems so dark.. Darkness.. Something that I am having now.. All around me.. Blinded by my own fear.. Terrified by the word "Life"..

It's all so empty..

Am I gonna be like this for as long as I know?..

Am I gonna get what I want in life or do I even know what I want?..

Do I?..

I hate this darkness messing around with my head...

Stop.. Please...

All I do is to cried... And feeling pitiful for myself..

Ain't gonna do shit for me at all...

Darkness..

Sign off...

2011-03-31T02:45:00.002+08:00

Desmond is done with army. Now what?

So the day which I fear the most has arrived. Life after the army. I'm done with Army officially on the 15th of March 2011. And I travelled to Bangkok with my peeps from the 22th of March to the 25th of March, which I had hell lot of a fun. Not including the part where I fall sick there.

And went for my first job interview yesterday as a telemarketer in Starhub, but will only continue my training the 18th days of the following month.

That is if I am still interested.

I do admit the only reason I will be going back is because of the people there. Not the money, not the job. But I did met some really nice people.

I am also sick and tired of people looking down on me, which no one says so. In that case, just say that I'm sensitive at this period of time. Alright, I know I've always been sensitive to every single thing.

I don't know what to say anymore..

Had a lot in mind. Like what am I gonna do next, getting out of here, Studying for O levels next year, Continuing my studies for Social work after my Os and get a job somewhere outside of Singapore. To help people.

My objectives are still pretty much the same, Leaving Singapore, starting a new life of my own regardless of whether is it gonna be tough or no.

I am just worry about my O levels examinations.. If I'm gonna flunk it next year, I am really screwed..

Just hope that wouldn't happen aye? Now it's time for some self reflections of what I'm gonna do and be as positive as I could. Which is a pretty much impossible for me to stay positive.. Maybe all I need is someone, something, A little help which I can keep it in my mind and let that be the motivation for me to continue..

Let me meet this special someone. I don't wish to be leading a normal, boring life before I die... Give me an extraordinary life, an amazing life. THAT is what I want.

Thank you.

Sign off.

2011-03-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

What am I to you??

Who am I to you??

A Friend?

A Lover?

Nothing?

JUST TELL ME

Sign off.

2011-02-20T04:10:00.002+08:00

Desmond= The Unknown Path Ahead..

I'm back, again but who really care right?. This is just a place for me to talk about my life or rather, complain about my life. And for this entry, it's all gonna be the "confusing" part where I'm currently facing in my life..

Till now, I don't have any idea about what I'm gonna do after the army.. And, Army is gonna end for me in less than a month. I should be looking forward to that but Seriously, I'm worried about everything. I know that I don't wanna be broke in the future and I don't wanna be worthless. But, this is a feeling that I can't get rid of at this point of time...

The Unknown Path ahead of me is really freaking me out.. I don't know what to do. To study or not. It's gonna be a huge sum of money for studying but, is it all worth it? Am I gonna make it? Do I, really wanna study?

Deep down, I know that studying is not something for me. But I also know that it is important to have an certificate regardless of whether a Diploma or a Degree. I need one. I have people telling me that if I think I can't make it studying, well find a job. And I have another group of people, telling me that having an education is important in order for you to get a stable job and a good income.

But all I know and thinking is only to fucking get out of this place. My country, Singapore. There are just too much, too much bad memories here. And I wanna live a new life, a life of my own. But.. How the hell am I gonna do that??..

I know.. I'm been really contradicting here.. I can talk the talk, but can I walk the walk? It's not easy... I'm confused.. And I can't seems to find that specific someone who knows what I'm facing here..

I really like singing and I wanna have a career for that. But can I do it? Or can I even make it? That is, so far, the One passion that I have or should I say, the Only thing that I feel I'm capable of doing.. But there are barely any Asian that make it to the English music industry..

I don't know. Worried, Confused, Upset. YES. I know. Self pitying. Isn't that what I'm good at too?

Sigh..

Now I really need someone to enlighten me. A God, perhaps? Of course, not that I believe of any..

I hope I can figure something out soon. I mean, I don't have much time to waste.

I have always tell myself that I NEED to make it and I don't wanna be average.

AND I WILL. I HAVE TO.

Sign off..

2011-01-19T01:18:00.005+08:00

Desmond= Finally something to look forward to.

Finally, I am back once again after been missing from my blog after such a long period of time. I am wondering whether is anyone still reading my blog? Lol. Anyway, this is my blog, even if there ain't anyone reading it, this will still be a place where I could take a look about what had happen in the past. I still love my blog, of course. Not gonna forsaken it after been with me for 6 freaking years.

And yes, after waiting forever, I finally got my very own...

IPHONE 4!!!!

Of course, I gotta be thankful with the help of both my sisters in order to get my very own Iphone. I know, it's not a big deal for anyone since IPhone is a commonly seen gadget around the world. But yes, it IS A BIG DEAL FOR ME.

Can you imagine, I have been waiting to get one from the First IPhone 3 till now. Back then, A Iphone 3 with a telecome carrier cost as much as a thousand. How on earth was I supposed to get that kind of money since I just got into the Military at that period of time? Not to mention the "Amazing" salary that they are giving me every single month, 400 bucks. Isn't that a little too much? Ok people, Sarcasm.

So from Iphone 3 to 3Gs to Iphone 4 and the upcoming Iphone 5. Everyone has been asking me to wait for the arrival of Iphone 5 since it will be out in the States this coming May as rumors have said. But hell no, I can't wait for THAT long. I have been waiting for a freaking 2 years to get a Iphone and now, I gonna wait again? Thanks but no thanks.

Why do I like the Iphone so much? In the past, I like the design a lot because it came in a really bulky design which makes the Iphone a huge phone to be carrying around. But for me, I like huge gadgets. I don't mind having them. Back then, not much people was using the Iphone because of the price and definitely because of the size.

But now? Everyone is using it. 9 out of 10 people are using Iphone when I was on the train. I was freaking out. I thought Singaporeans used to complain about how troublesome a bulky gadget is? Whatever. This is the so called, "Latest Fashion" now.

Anyway, I got my very own IPHONE and I am really glad about that. Even all my friends who got their Iphone earlier than me were making fun of me about having the idea of getting a Iphone like forever. But yeah, I got myself a Iphone now.

But nevertheless, I have to bear the consequences of having my mobile numbers changed. Sigh. Kinda upset about that since I have been using my that mobile numbers for the past 9 years or so. I don't have other choices as I got much comments about the difference of speed for the data usages from my old telecom operator that I gonna have it change to a another telecom operator.

Everyone has been telling me about how much they prefer my previous mobile numbers compare to the new one. But still, I don't have a choice but to have it changed.

Anyhow, I am still a happy man since Iphone have some really awesome applications for me to download and I can use it anytime I want without the need of a wireless connection, which is pretty cool.

So life have been, well should I say, bad as I am starting to hate my job scopes as time passes every single day. But who cares since I am gonna leave the army in less than 2 months time? I have been looking forward to the arrival of this day but yet, I am worry about it since I would have to plan for my future, regardless of pursuing for an education or finding a job that I would love.

Still having lots of hesitations about this.

And recently, I just had a celebration for one of my people, who also happen to be the youngest in our group. Her 20th Birthday.

Miss Hui Shan A.K.A Ah Mei!

It was a memorable day since we have not met up with each other due to everyone's packed schedules and for me, due to the army.

One of the reasons that is stopping me from leaving Singapore to another country is because of them. I can't bear the just leave them. They have been through a lot with me. Really really a lot. They are now consider a part of my life. I don't know how life would be for me without them in my life. Can you imagine, I have known them for more than 6 years. Time do passes really fast huh?

Conclusion? Everyone of us is growing up. Getting more mature from a teen to a young adult to a adult. Of course, I am not looking forward to my 21st birthday. Am having plans to getaway alone on my birthday. Just me, myself and I. Alone. Or maybe with just a friend or 2.

The coming of my 21st birthday is gonna officially make me an adult, regardless of whether I like it or not. And I am not taking it well about that.

Haha, Alright. I just don't wanna become a adult. It's a different world. So yeah..

God, can't believe I have been typing this freaking entry for close to an hour or two!! Phew, I think I gonna update my blog frequently to avoid this kinda long entry.

Adios, people.

Do take care of your health since the weather is unpredictable nowadays.

Sign off.

2010-12-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

D said: Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

And I replied:" It only makes me miss you more."

Sign off

2010-11-08T02:31:00.003+08:00

Desmond= Lucky to have some Amazing Friends.

I should consider myself fortunate to have a few great friends. They never fail to give me some pretty good advices whenever I need those. Especially when you can't seems to find anyone to talk to, they are always there.

For this girl, Pei Jie, she is one amazing girl. I remember I was feeling so down because finally, I couldn't take those jokes and humiliations coming from people after keeping it to myself for such a long period of time. I hated myself at that time, about my sexuality and not capable of having a good future. Was so upset and told her. Guess what she said to me?

"Maybe you should reflect about your own thinking. Try to think of what you really want for your life. Set that as a Goal. Do not change your decision so easily just because of some bad comments."

And I was still really emotional and telling her how badly people just wanna see me fall.

And she said,"Why care about what others think about you? After all you still live for yourself. Set a target and show them you can. The more you hate about yourself, the more those people who look down on you feels happier because they know you can never succeed in your life."

She actually make me tear a little when I read that. I didn't know how wonderful it was to have her in my life. It seems like she is the only one who does not think that I'm worthless at all. She is the kind of friend that you are truly grateful for.

And there is one more guy.

And that will be Mr Wong. Nevertheless, he is still a asshole. But he really gave me a lot of advices about what I should do and stuff. He might seems like a asshole, someone who doesn't care about whether you succeed or not, but he is not but actually the opposite. He told me that he will be happy to see me been able to study and make it.

I don't know, I just think that he is really a nice guy, a good friend.

I am thankful for this 2 people. If I've not met them, I will be a different guy who can't seek for help whenever I needed someone.

Now I'm still confused about what I am gonna do. whether am I staying in Singapore or not. What am I gonna work as? Getting married?

Well, I guess I will figure all this out pretty soon.

Have a pleasure night, people.

Sign off.

2010-10-31T02:37:00.003+08:00

Desmond= Confused..

I am, in fact, a person who always believe in every small little things in life. One thing bad about me? I trust people easily, in fact, too easily. That's why I'm always failing myself, getting upset over stuff I shouldn't be. I don't know, but I guess this is just me..

All I have now is nothing. I am confused. Which way to go? Which path should I take? All this are bad enough for me to handle but there's always something extra. Complications. This is driving me nuts.

I am worried about EVERYTHING. Every single thing that is happening or might happen.. Sigh..

CONCLUSION:

JUST LET ME GET OUT OF SINGAPORE ALREADY!!!

ARGH!!!

Sign off.

2010-10-15T05:04:00.005+08:00

Desmond= The World should change their "Stereo-Type" thinking..

Look at this and I hope you guys will know what is happening in our current world..

Look at what is happening around the world.. Human beings who are straight or what you call "normal" does not understand what this is coming from. They don't know how much pain their are causing to people from the LGBT community. For a matter a fact, Gay people does not have a choice to be who they are today.

"A 13-year-old New Mexico boy named Seth Walsh, had been tormented for years, Burns said. “Other students told him ‘the world didn’t need another queer.’.”

Seth’s mother found him hanging in the backyard. He lived for nine days on life support before dying a few days ago."

Extracted from the link below:

http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/dn/localnews/columnists/jfloyd/stories/101510dnmetfloyd.18d5a4bfb.html

He is only 13 year old. What have he done to deserve to die at such a young age? He is nothing but a teen who is confused about whatever he is feeling and has already been tortured inside, fighting to be what the world wants him to be. The above is just ONE of the teens that killed themselves due to all the cruelty coming from the world.

1 out of 10 human are born gay and what are they facing in the world today? Getting humiliate by straight people, getting bullied and the fear they have to face everyday from the outside world. Why do people like us get this? We don't deserve this. What we need is something really simple and basic called "Respect".

You will never understand how we feel since you're not born with it. You people got to understand that WE DON'T DESERVE THIS SHIT. We don't deserve all this. Why do we have to be the one? Why don't you put yourself in our shoes?

I have been trying to come out from my closet. I am a Bisexual and I like mens more than womens. Most of my friends know about this. And even my siblings and yet, I don't see anyone hating me for who I am.

I just doesn't have the guts yet to come out to my parents. I don't wish to hurt my mum.. I just can't. Simply because I love her too much. I do not wish to see her blaming herself and stuff. I just don't see the point.

Maybe one of this days, when I'm in a stable relationship and found someone that I'm confident enough to get married with, I will let my mum knows about this eventually. But now is just not the time yet.

It has always been a huge fear for me to accept myself for who I am. I choose not to believe I like men more than women due to the thinking of the world. After been through so much alone, I decided to only come out to people last year. And it makes me feel better.

I believe there are people who definitely doesn't accept the truth about me, but at least, I gain respect from them. It took me quite a long time to even figure out who I am, of course, it was never easy. I even have thoughts of ending my life because I doesn't know how to face everyone. How everyone will look and think about me.

The worst? I have no one to talk to. It was really hard and I doubt anyone will understand how I was feeling at the point of time unless you are from the LGBT community. But at least I am lucky enough to overcome the fear but there are still thousands or even millions of people who doesn't know how to face this and could only result to ending their very own lives..

So please.. We just need the world to accept everyone and we don't need your sympathy. All we need is a little respect and accept us for who we are. I really have to say this again, people from the LGBT community doesn't have a choice to be who they are today but at least we are brave enough to accept ourselves.

Sigh, I don't know who is gonna read this and how they are gonna react about this. Knowing about the real me..

Sign off.

2010-09-23T05:31:00.002+08:00

Desmond= It's never that easy..

Hey guys. I guess I am back blogging again. This month is gonna be a real tough month for me. Lots of stuff have been happening but still I am grateful for all my friends out there. By the way, No more Phuket trip. Cancelled due to some reasons which I would rather not talk about it..

Heartbreak is tough for everyone, but it seems extremely tough for me. Never ever had the idea that this will happen to me.. It's hard but what everyone has been telling me, Life still goes on and I got to move on instead of dulling in my own misery..

But the previous KL trip with Fu, Xiao mei and Pei jie was Awesome. We really had lots of fun enjoying or trip over there. And I doubt we will stop here. There is definitely gonna be more trips to other countries and I am really looking forward to that.

Don't you just love the above picture? I love how all the photos were taken. It looks great. And I love them both.

Gao Gao A.K.A Oswald ORD on the 21 of September.. I was pretty much upset. He had always been there for me, we had our very own Virgin trip to Malaysia with just the 2 of us and started travelling to KL, which obviously, I had lots of great time with him. And he is important to me, for one thing, if I never ever met him, I wouldn't have such amazing tattoos from my tattoo artist. He introduce JP to me. And I am really lucky about that.

I kinda feel upset and almost drop a tear or two when I gave him a hug and wish him the best in life. It just feel all weird without him in camp. But we made a promise to travel together every once a year whether I am in Singapore or not. And I think that's good enough.

So this year birthday is gonna be empty.. Quiet as plans for Phuket is cancelled.. Sigh.. I don't know. I am still trying to get over it.. Like what I said, this has cause a huge impact in my life.. I'm like a human without a shadow and like a empty human case walking around and doesn't seems to know what the hell is happening around me.

I hope I will have a blissful birthday with my people. I love them.

But for the good side, I have no more dreams about that person. I have been having dreams about that person, regardless of good or bad. But today, nothing, which is pretty good.

Alright people, please take care of yourself. You guys should notice about the crazily hot and humid weather in Singapore. I thought it's supposed to be the Monsoon season?.. Whatever.

You see, this is the reason why I never thought of staying in Singapore.

Take care peeps.

Sign off.

2010-08-03T00:43:00.004+08:00

Desmond= Life is never Easy.

Don't you just wish like one day you wake up from your bed and everything just go according to whatever or how you want it to be? Wouldn't life be much more simple with that? Always thought of it but know that it is never ever gonna happen, so I should drop that bloody idea.

Ain't the quote meaningful and interesting? But nope, it never work this way. It never will, at least for majority. Most human are just been real "Stereo-Types" about certain stuff. They will never understand how you feel. They didn't mean anything to hurt you, but sometimes you just wish to tell your loved one the truth. And the Truth is cruel.

A lot of people out there just can't accept the fact for who you are. Instead, they would very much wish to "Help" you to become the person that they wish that you are. What's the whole point? Even it does make them feel better, but would they even have the slightest consideration of how you feel?

They claim that they are been very acceptance of you, your situation but no they don't. You know how contradicting they sounds. How could someone be accepting you for who you are when they kept having the thought of changing you? Does that sounds like they are being acceptance?

Life is never normal. If life is normal, there wouldn't be people getting raped, murdered, abused, etc for no fucking reason.

If only the above path or signboard really do exists. I will simply bring those people who are not acceptance, doesn't understand you at all through that fucking path and totally change the way they look at you.

Maybe you might think," Desmond, why do you have to bother about whether people been acceptance of you at all? At least there are people out there who love you for who you are!". Very true. But the fact is, those people that I really wish that they can accept it are the people who I really love.

And by telling them all this, I will hurt them. They might even hate me for telling them the truth.

Just one thing, I really wish that people can totally understand that some people are just born this way. They don't have a fucking choice to make.

Get the point right, you stereo-types.

Sign off.

2010-07-14T01:54:00.005+08:00

Desmond= Zac Poor= Amazing!

Hey people! Nothing much to update but here is a very VERY nice song by Zac Poor. He is a soon to be Pop singer, which I personally feel that he will make it big. He will be like the next "Lady Gaga" or "Beyonce". Basically, he will be very much famous in the near future.

So just play this song and enjoy his very own unique voice. In fact I totally fell in love with this song the very first time I heard it in an Facebook game called "Nightclub City". And I told me myself, I GONNA Download this very own song! It's just simply amazing.

And the best part? You can actually download this song for FREE~ Isn't that Awesome?!

So this is the song:

VERSE
Red dress
First name basis
One touch
Got you naked, oh
Fall to the floor

Dark eyes
Heavy breathing
Daylight
Caught you leaving, no
You never spoke

PRE
Late night wonder
Undercover love
She's on the run

CHORUS
She'll be breaking hearts
She'll be taking them down
She'll be killing in a cold dark corner of love
That I know nothing about

She'll be breaking hearts
One kiss'll knock you out
You'll awaken with your chest wide open
The pieces laying all around
She'll be breaking hearts, hearts, hearts

VERSE 2
Slow pulse
Cold & lonely
She's hot
To the very core
Lock every door
Her smile
It's infectious
Beware
It's a weapon, don't
Don't bring her home

PRE 2
Cold cold lover
Takes another life
She's out there tonight

REPEAT CHORUS

BRIDGE
Hide your hearts and cover any signal that you love her
Never say you need her, she will come and she will hunt you down
Hide your hearts guys, hide your hearts guys
Hide your hearts and cover any signal that you love her
Never say you need her, she will come and she will hunt you down
Hide your hearts guys

REPEAT CHORUS

*End Of "She'll be breaking hearts"*

It is such a nice song right? Come on, just admit it.

And another great thing coming up, at least for me. And yes, that's my birthday week. So I'm kinda like spending my birthday this year differently. The trip to Phuket will NOT be cancelled as the tickets are already booked. Hahaha! I am very looking forward to Phuket.

Will be sitting on a PLANE!! Yes, I'm excited about the fact that I will be ON a plane because I've never being in one before. Maybe I did when I was a child. About 6 or so? I can barely even remember a single shit about that.

So yup~ This year. IT's different!! =D

Be happy for me, my fellow people.

Sign off.

2010-07-03T13:17:00.006+08:00

Desmond= Friends are always better than everything and anything.

Friends are people who are ALWAYS there, been supportive of what they do. But then, there are those who are also your friends but ain't supportive at all. At their very point of view, all they want is your very own good. And they choose to give you negative advices.. Of course, I don't blame them for all the "advices" that they give.

But there. I have a very good friend of mine. My best friend actually. Regardless of what decision I made, she will always be supportive and agree with whatever I do as long as I don't get myself into any trouble or anything that will endanger my life. And I am very happy that I have a friend like her.

Regardless of what happen, whether I'm happy or upset about anything, she will always be there for me. Which is definitely good and I consider myself very lucky to have such a great friend like her.

And below is that important woman in my life. =)

AND YEAH, That is no other than Miss Lim Pei Jie. =D I am seriously glad to have her in my life and sincerely thank her from the bottom of my heart. THANK YOU HOR, MISS LIM. =D

And also, another 3 important women who support me without fail. We have know each other for about 6 years and still, we have this strong bonding together. Even though everyone of us is busy with our very own life, but whenever we meetup, there wouldn't be a single Awkward moment with them. And they too, support whatever decision that I made. I love this three women. Life just feel all different without this three women.

And below are their pictures:

Miss Hui li.

Von Da jie and Ah mei.

Yes, they. And I love them indeed. Kinda miss them and we really gonna meetup soon ok? =)

All I need are friends who are supportive and those who can understand the situation that I am in. Ain't friends made to be that way?

Still, I thank you girls. =)

Sign off.

2010-06-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

There are people out there trying all kinds of ways to make you fall, you just gonna learn to stand on stable ground.

2010-06-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

Heartbeats by LADY GAGA~

Any Kind-Hearted ready to sponsor me this Amazing Headphone? Black one please! Saw it in HMV!! Cost around $250!! Not too Expensive huh. =X

Birthday is coming~ Ok, maybe not that fast. October 23. =D

Sign off.

2010-06-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

Desmond= NS= Sucking my bank= Sucking my Life..

Sigh. National Service is totally "incredible". I didn't realize that my savings from my previous life is getting lesser and lesser over the months.. And I am freaked.. I have also thought that I , wouldn't allow my savings to go below a certain amount, but there, it's reaching that amount real soon..

Having 400 bucks allowance each month is definitely NOT enough support myself. I can imagine myself working now, earning nothing less than 1.2, saving up money for whatever reason but yet enjoying my life with friends and stuff.

I never used to think twice about buying something I really want or need, I would just grab it and go. But not anymore.. I can't get anything that I like or I need.. It is so very hard for me to survive with that fucking 400 bucks..

One thing that I also realize, I never have enough time for myself. I can't spend quality time with my loved ones and my friends. I can't. How can I do that when I spend most of my time in army? Like 5 days a week. Or should I say 6 since I go back to camp every Sunday night? Argh.. This is totally killing me.

I just hope that this, National Service, end as soon as possible. 9 months is a LONG way to go.. SIGH..

Sign off.

2010-05-26T02:31:00.005+08:00

Ever though of who to look for when you are upset, feeling troubled and alone?? And really needed someone to be by your side? Always look for this bunch of people call "friends". I mean seriously, having friends is something that human cannot live without. Friends are amazing. They are the people who will be there whenever you need them.

Friends are the people who can accept you regardless what kind of person you are. Seriously, I am pretty sure of this myself because I am a living example. =)

Being friends doesn't mean that you guys gotta meet up every single day, every single week. Friends will be forever when there ain't no awkward feelings at all and still be able to chat happily and do some real catching up.

This is the true meaning of friends.

And I wanna thank all my amazing friends out there. Those amazing people whom I call you guys my brothers and sisters. Thank you for everything.

Thank you Hao Lian Na, Pei Jie, Xiao Mei, Yan fu, Ken, Jeffery, Jimmy, Ah mei, Von Da Jie, Hui li, Stella, Jeryl and all those whom I didn't mentioned and you guys know that we are close friends.

I love all of you out there.

And people, please treasure your very good friends. Friends that are as close to you like your own brothers and sisters. They are the people who will be there for you whenever you need them. And they are the people who are gonna walk down the road with you.

Sign off.

2010-05-20T03:35:00.003+08:00

No one understands how I feel.. Don't pretend that you do..

If hurting me is all you wanted, congratulation.

You have succeed...

I never ever choose to have this complicated life that I have..

I NEVER HAVE A CHOICE FOR WHO I AM...

Feeling so lonely, upset.. Stuff like this is definitely not easy for me to handle..

Huina, where are you... I need to talk to you..

Sign off..

2010-05-15T05:06:00.002+08:00

This is not what I need...

Not Sarcasm...

Not Criticism...

But,

Blessing..

Sign off.

2010-04-22T02:00:00.005+08:00

Desmond= Back for good??

Hey. I guess I am back blogging again after the last post which was like 4 months ago. Too lazy to post about everything. But have been sick for 2 weeks and still not fully recovered yet. Lots have happen. Events like KL with Oswald, getting tattooed. And lots more shits have happen. So yeah. Can't be bother to update all.

But at least, I'm gonna update about my new tattoo. This amazing tattoo, created by my Artist, JP ( Jeans Paul) from Acid Crue.

Pictures below:

1. Outlining the tattoo, which took roughly around 4 hours or so. Free-handed done by my artist.

2. Shading done by my artist after 2 sessions with him. Took roughly around 10 hours to complete this. Can't really see the details. Instead of the usual shading, it's replaces with thousands or millions of lines to fill the inside of the tattoo. A great and tiring effort by my artist.

3. And finally, it's done. Nicely done. One of a kind in the whole world as this is created by my artist. =)

Really thank JP for all the hard work he had put for this tattoo. And it seems like he really likes it, definitely proud of this particular tattoo as he what claim, "something new" to try for his tattoo career and on me. I am really glad that I met him. All my tattoos are done by him except one. He is a real good artist and I believe he will be famous for his amazing artworks. Thanks bro for everything. =)

I guess life ain't that perfect after all. I don't know. Starting to feel lost, afraid of what's gonna happen after my National Service. Had this thinking of furthering my studies. But the least I got to do is to get a O level cert for myself. And really wish to be a major in English. I know this idea is stupid because the fact of getting this cert, it can't bring me far. But I really do wish to do this.

Or the second option is to study for O levels and study some other thingy that can helps me for my future career or whatever you ca[ll that.

The third option is to start to save a sum of money and start my life of Backpacking for the rest of my life. Living in a country for a period of time like 2 years or so and save enough money to travel to another country. And do this for a very very long period of time.

The last option is to take over my dad's business, which I really doesn't consider that. I just simply doesn't like the idea of working in the funeral world. Not fond of that at all.

But one thing for sure is I really do not wish to stay in Singapore. Maybe I'm just curious about the outside world. Would really wish to stay in Europe for a period of time and get to know the people there. Had always have this interest to stay in America. Part of the fact that I wish to get a major in English is because I wish to live in the States. I know is kinda stupid to have this kinda thinking. Or maybe not.

But I guess if I really wanna get a major in English, I will be studying in the UK instead of America. I mean Singapore is teaching us British English instead of American English. So yup. I still have doubt about this though.

For one thing I know, I would really wish to travel. Always believe that I wouldn't get an ordinary job and will never want to live my life and normal average life. Have always wanted my future to be doing something different from the norms. =)

But things to consider since I've kinda made up my mind about the whole "not-living-in-Singapore" kinda mindset. What am I going to do about my family and friends in Singapore? The fear of being humiliated from the people of the other country since I am from a different county and I doesn't speak a good and fluent English. Neither a British nor a American English but instead, a mixture of both. Sigh..

So much to think about.. So worry and confused.. Too bad then. I just hope someone or something could enlighten me for all this.

God, this is the longest entry ever for some 6 years of blogging. Gonna rest soon people. See you real soon and take care of your health. Bad weather in Singapore that can cause people to fall sick easily. A good example is me. Hahaa.

Ciao guys.

Sign off.

2009-12-31T05:44:00.006+08:00

Desmond= So very Broke, New Year's Resolutions.

Sigh. I am so broke. But yet there is so many stuff to do next year.

1. Going KL with camp-mates during March or April of next year.
2. Going Thailand with Group during September next year.
3. Getting minimum of one ink on my body next year.

If only I have the money, I don't even have to worry about all this man. I know the lists above are not needs, but still I need to enjoy myself right? And I have never travel with my peeps before and it seems like the trip to Thailand is kinda confirm.

for the trip to KL, I won't be spending much since I have already bought so much DVDs in the recent KL trips. Does 13 DVDs consider a lot? =X Most probably will be going with Oswald again and a few other camp-mates IF possible. I mean, we ain't sure whether will our boss allow 4 to 5 guys to be overseas at one time. If that's not possible, then I guess it's me and Oswald again.

I gotta accompany Ossie there to get his Macbeth stuff from KL since KL are selling much cheaper and they sell much more Macbeth stuff than Singapore. It's limited in Singapore compare to the one I have seen in KL. And I know the place. So this trip is a confirm too.

As for tattoos, I really really need to get at least 1 next year!!

Who knows? I might even get more than 1 but my top priority is to get a Maori tattoo

on the right arm. I really like Maori tattoos and I think it really matches my tattoo on my left upper arm.

Just in case you doesn't know what does Maori tattoos looks like, below are a few examples:

And what is the worst part of the story? My tattoo artist told me I gonna do like 2 to 4 sessions to complete the full half sleeve for Maori. And each session I gonna pay quite a lot. Sigh. Am doing lots of thinking about getting this tattoo man..

New Year's Resolutions? I am starting to workout everyday. Not in the gym but just doing pushups and crunches every day. Trying hard to tone up my body and maybe gain some body mass. If only I am rich, I will sign up for a gym membership. SIGH~~ Will also be starting my Cardio next year onwards. Wish be luck.

Also I wish to get a higher rank instead of Private, which also means more money for my monthly pay. Instead of a pathetic 400 bucks, I might be getting an extra 50 bucks more. I know, 50 bucks might not mean anything to you, but it means EVERYTHING to a National Service Man. HAhaa.

I also wish to get a car license next year. I mean I am getting old, I don't even dare to think about a guy who doesn't even have a license who is at the age of 21 and above. ALMOST all of my male friends who are born in the same year as me have a license. This is like the "IN" thing nowadays.

I also wanna get myself braces. I REALLY NEED THOSE BRACES. And hopefully fully paid by my parents. *EVIL LAUGHTER

And if I have the money, I don't mind taking up English classes to improve my English or even some Diploma courses. I mean, all I have is a N level certificate. I can't survive with that.

Time check, 0639 hrs. GOOD MORNING. I don't even feel sleepy at all. But I guess I need to take a short nap since I gonna wake up at 0730hrs later to work and get our half day today. WOO~

I wish everyone a Happy new year and may your New Year's Resolutions come true!! Go for it, peeps!!

Good day.

Sign off.

2009-12-27T03:11:00.004+08:00

Desmond= Worry about future.

I just realise something. In this world, there are people out there just wanting to make you angry and sad. They can humiliate you, say the worse stuff you have ever heard, but we just gonna remember, we are living our own life and living for ourselves. So why bother about all this people? Live for yourself, not for others.

AND, I am starting to get worry about my future. I wanna be rich. I don't wanna be poor. I want to learn good english. I wanna study english. I wanna do a lot of stuff.. Sigh. I am Screwed...

Sign off.

2009-10-26T03:03:00.004+08:00

Pig= Updates, 19th Birthday.

Hey people, being decades since I updated my blog. How is everyone? Hope things are going well for everyone. I just celebrated my 19th birthday with my 2 groups of friends and I really appreciate what everyone had done for me even though they had to work or go to school, they still celebrated for me. I thank everyone for that.

Below are some of the pictures taken during the celebrations:

22.10.09, Advanced birthday celebrations with my group of 6.

Please tell me I'm a lucky guy with the 4 girls beside me.

With my people. Ah mei was taking this picture for us, hence the disappearance from this picture.

23.10.09. Actual birthday celebrations with my group.

With the guys.

With the Ladies.

And last but not least, Group photo for that day.

I seriously thank you guys man! And I really did enjoyed myself. Love you guys!!

So far, my life was not too bad. Nothing much happen except for the heavy loads of work in camp. Sigh. I hate whatever I'm doing now in camp. I just feel that it's not fair for me, too much for me to handle. I just hope to finish my NS as soon as possible. But seriously, without this group of people in camp, I might not even survive this long.

Oh, and before I forget, my dad actually bought me a HUGE cabinet for my ultramans collection, like finally!! Hahaa. I was really happy when I reach home and saw the huge cabinet man. I have more space to buy more now. The reason I stop buying was due to the fact that there wasn't anymore space available for me to showcase all my collection. But now, I CAN JUST BUY MORE!!! =X

Alright peeps, it's getting late. I just gonna watch 1 episode of "Desperate Housewives" and turn in for the night. Good night peeps or should I say good morning? Hahaa.

Take care all.

Ciaos.

Sign off.

2009-08-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

Pig= New Ink, Camp-Mates, Overseas.

It's been so long since my last entry. I doubt anyone is even visiting my site. I mean, will you visit one site when there wasn't any updates for around 2 months? At least I wouldn't continue to be a " Loyal" reader.

I am down with flu ever since the week before last. Till now, I'm still having some coughing and running nose.But anyhow, there was a lot of events over the pass 2 months. Friend's birthday, my eldest sis's birthday and more. I can't possibly go into everything. If I were to do that, This entry will be like 2 hours long. I also got myself a new ink and I really like it.

Below are the 2 tattoos on both of my wrists:

Left- Triquetra, Right- Hexagram (Star of David)

I don't consider my Hexagram tattoo new since I got it done on the 10th of August, which is around 2 weeks ago. To me, the meaning of the tattoo is very special.

Firstly, I like hexagram a lot and I'm very attracted to it. I'm attract to logos like Hexagram, Triquetra, Heartagram, Pentagram and all kinds of Celtics tattoos.

Secondly, Hexagram means luck and I kinda wish that my luck will get better and lastly, I believe somewhere, somehow, Up in Heaven, there is A God or a person (Which I believe is my Grams) is looking after whatever I'm doing and will bless me in a way or another.

So yup. And I guess I won't stop getting myself ink. Kinda addicted to this. Hahaa. But still, I will try to get control of it. And will have a lot of thinking before getting any new ink on me. But as long as you like it, why bother about how people look at you? =D

Time really flies. I will be serving the nation for half a year this coming 16th of Sept. Everything is well. Camp-mates are good bunch of people to hang out with, regardless of in camp or out of camp. But I really love hanging out with this bunch of people. The picture below are part of my camp-mates and of cause, friends.

Clockwise: Me; the 3 in 1 in Army, Hao jie; The soon-to-ROD Store-man, Nicholas; Our one and only Clerk, Ash; Also Store-man and last but now least, Oswald; The Hardworking Arm-Skote man.

Everyone is treating me well and I really thank God for that.

I told myself, no matter what, I'm going overseas this year. It has been decades since I last step out of Singapore. And most probably, I will be going with Oswald to Malaysia or something.

I hope I really can go overseas with him but am just afraid that my "Boss" wouldn't allowed me to go due to my clerk gonna have a major operations for his right leg and he will be on at least, a 2 months MC.. And I'm the only one who knows how to do his stuff, so ya..

Anyhow, Oswald is consider my best buddy in camp and also, outside camp. He is my Supper Kaki, Tattoos Kaki, Smoking Kaki and I really do click pretty well with him. And he have some 6 inks on himself and they are beautiful arts. He is also the one who introduce his Tattoo Artist to me and his artist is now my artist now too. Hahaa. Below is a picture of us taken during one of those late night supper:

Oz and Me.

Matter of facts, he is one nice fucking dude that I love to hang out with and I believe we can still be as good as now even after we go on our own separate ways. =)

I guess I shall stop here then. It's getting late and the medicine are working. I'm getting kinda sleepy now. I need some rest. Whoever is reading this post, I wish you great health.

Good night, peeps. Good night, Grams..

Sign off.

2009-07-06T18:14:00.004+08:00

Pig= I miss you.. Deeply..

I still can't accept the fact that you're gone.. It was so sudden.. I just couldn't believe it even till now.. Those tears I shed, the urge to reverse time to tell you how much I love you, none of this can be done anymore.

I am guilty. Guilty for not visiting you ever since I went into the army. Those words you told mum, telling her how much you missed me.. I'm sorry.. I really am.

I hope you are happy in Heaven, and I know somehow, you are watching over us.

I will always love you, Grams. 29.06.09

Sign off.

2009-06-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

IT's WEIRD. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I'm A FUCKING SCAMMER. FOR 2 CAKES, I've BEING NAMED A "SCAMMER". HOW GREAT HUH?

2009-06-06T15:55:00.003+08:00

One is missing from the group.

And my 2 lovely "SISTERS" or "BROTHERS"? Hahaa.

2009-06-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

Pig= Tiring..

Now my life is all about NS. And what's best? Staying in with campmates wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. But we were giving the choice not to stay in, but I guess our people will stay in together at least once per week. I mean, I kinda enjoy staying in camp now. At least I can start watching some of my dvds in camp now. Oh, I bought my portable dvd player along. Hahaaa!

Movies to watch: Angels and Demons, Drag me to Hell, Harry potter and the Half-Blood Prince.

Here are 2 photos taken quite some times ago during the chalet for Pei jie, Pei rong, Yean fu and Stella. And I like both of the pictures.

This is the best. Hahaa. Now staying over at Pei jie and rong house is a every weekend thing. HAHAA. We watch movies, watch shows, talk cock, sleep. But surprisingly, I am ALWAYS the one to sleep on the sofa. ARGH! I guess this is my life. Hahaa.

One of the reasons for me to stay over is the great cooking skills that their mum has! The foods that she cooks are the BEST!! Seriously, the mum knows how to cook everything. YES, I mean EVERYTHING!!! And I LOVE the foods!! THANKS, AUNTIE FOR YOUR GREAT COOKING!!! =D

Meeting my peeps soon. take care everyone.

Ciao.

2009-05-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

Pig= Weird people you see, hear, speak.

Some SAF people are damn rude. I don't understand why. I am just doing my job and I believe you are supposed to but I don't see the reason for you to talk to me in such a Angry manner. I didn't offend you or anything and that was the very first time I called.

I never seen, heard, speak to you before and you scolded me as if you are my boss or even my mum? I bet the stress that Particular Bitch is handling is way too much. I was FUCKING PISSED EARLY IN THE MORNING. She makes my mood go down all the way. Fuckin bitch.

I hope she got stuck in her position forever regardless or PA, Clerk or whatever admin's job. I doubt she will even have a higher salary since her IQ is like... 20? Sigh. Don't wish too talk about it. I have to tolerate this kind of behaviour if I wish to survive in this camp for the next 1 year 3 months.

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-05-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

Pig= DVDs are HERe!!!

YES!!! MY DVDS ARE HERE!! They arrived in the DHL Postage mail. Damn Shiok!! Animations are especially hard to find in Singapore. And It's ALL ORGINAL! And it's like SUPER CLEAR MAN!

Ok, I know. The nagging goes on. HOw am I gonna finish watching so much DVDS?! But, I don't give a damn. This is the principle of a DVD-Holic. LOL.

This month is so gonna be a money spending month. WHy is that so? FRIEND's BIrthday. $$$ Just this alone can make me go broke for this whole month. Sigh. But still, I am more than willing to spend, I mean you don't celebrate birthday everyday right? Hahaa.

Ciao, people!

Sign off.

2009-05-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

Pig= SICK, IN DEEP SHIT...

I am Sick. Yes, again. I got a fever yesterday and went home from camp. The fever was tagged along with some flu, sore throat and cough. Ya, tell me about it. I felt so very uncomfortable the whole night yesterday and only felt better after a long sleep. Still feels very uncomfortable, so I took a mc for today.

There is no gap for air to travel in and out from my nose. My throat feels so fuckin dry and I hate breathing using my mouth when my throat is already, so damn dry. And thanks to the fever, it gave me this massive headache. ARGH.. And now, I got myself into another trouble. Blaming no one, but myself.

NOW, I am in deep DEEP Shit.. I bought yet another 3 dvds from online and will send it to me by next week. I am so hopeless. I just can't stop myself from buying dvds when I have 14 NEW Dvds yet to watch. SHIT. I just can't help it. I am sure that I'm a dvdholic. Sigh.. Pathetic..

People might goes around saying, " Why don't you just rent them? Or even watch from the internet?". My answer is "NO, I CAN'T". The urge to get my hands on the dvds that I wanted, the need for dvd that are MINE, not rent. I WANT PERFECT QUALITY. Not those lousy quality from the internet.

I just wanna get them. NO why. I bearly know why. It's hard to stop. It's like a kind of drug. I take it, I can't stop it. SIGH. But I managed to stop for awhile with the help of all my friends. They just wouldn't let me get myself into a Dvd shop and will try their best to stop me. But whenever I am out, alone, I just can't help myself. SIGH.. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-05-01T01:01:00.003+08:00

Pig= Fill In The Blanks.

I got a very bad mood today. Mood was completely destroyed by this "particular" person. I wonder does he uses his brain or his foot to think? Or maybe he doesn't even think.

I was stunned, shocked by the ridiculous actions he had presented himself today. What does this even tells me? You are nothing. Just a worthless piece of shit. Sorry, I couldn't think of any better terms to describe you.

Nightmares, Humiliation. Nothing I can dream about. Those "simple" words. Everyone might take it as jokes and can simply get on with just saying, "I'm Kidding" or "I'm Joking". But they can never understands how much those words can cause me. How they cause my head to spin. How they cause my mind to be just fill with all those voices.

I don't blame anyone. I can only blame myself.

Ciao.

Sign off

2009-04-25T11:28:00.002+08:00

Pig= WTF!!!!

Can someone tell me what to do?? I GOT SO MANY STUFF THAT I WANNA BUY!! And I can't fight the temptation!!! I just found out from the outing with my campmate yesterday that actually, one of the shops in Bugis Junction is selling HEAD PORTER stuff and I saw my favourite bag! And also the Head porter pouch, handphone pouch and coin pouch!!!! What the fuck.

The worse of the worst is that I found out that the Book, "The Magician's Apprentice" is ALREADY OUT IN SINGAPORE!!! I saw it in Kinokuniya!!! SIGH.. I wanted to buy but realise that I spend too much yesterday. Spend almost 200 plus just getting myself a pair of high-cut shoe and a bag that I really like it a lot.

SHIT. Why is it that Kinokuniya is already selling the books but not Times bookstore? I better check it out later on since I had already place my order for that book from them. Hope they are selling it, regradless of wehatever reasons, I MAKE sure I got my hands on that very BOOK.

Shit, my shopaholic self is coming back.

Anyway, I also bought something for my mum. Not sure whether to pass it to her now or during Mother's day, which is like in 1 month time.

Whatever the case is, I really do enjoy my day out with my campmate.

That will be all, for now.

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-04-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Pig= I bought it. Haha.

This is what I bought yesterday:

Yup. I bought it.This is the book that I mention in my previous post. The"Inheritance Cycle Omnibus: Eragon and Eldest" by Christopher Paolini. This is a 2 in 1 book consist of "The Inheritance Cycle" book 1, "Eragon" and book 2, "Eldest" Hahaa. Don't you find this book amazingly designed?? This is very cool right?

And what's more, I only get it for 24 bucks!!! Ok, I know. Some people might be saying, "You can't possibly read SO MANY books at a time right?" Hahaa. Too bad, I don't care. I am planning to get the 3rd book of the "Inheritance cycle", which is "Brisingr" next week. Of cause I will get it at a discount of 22%!!!

Ok. I'm going to bed. Good night people.

Ciao.

2009-04-11T16:29:00.004+08:00

Pig= WOOHOO!!!

Hey people. I AM feelin fucking HappY! I bought 4 books from Tampines 1, Times Bookstore yesterday with a crazy discount of 22%! Hahaa. I am so so happy about it. This are the books that I bought yesterday:

Yup. The "Twilight Series"! HAhaa. I am kinda anxious when it comes to books. I am only halfway through my current books but yet I already book 4 new books. I even have a whole "Harry Potter Series" not been read yet. So currently, I still have 11 books unread yet.

I think that is what of being a "shopaholic" for what my friends claim that I am one. I am a "dvdholic", "booksholic" and more I guess. Sigh. The urge to spend money is always there whenever I got money. And guess what, I already spend 1/4 of my first National Service Salary. FUCK...

But no, I do not regret the fact that I bought those books. I might even buy more books due to the 22% discount for the new Times Bookstore located at Tampines 1. The promotion is ending on the end of this month, so hurry down to Times at "Tampines 1 for this great offer! 22% is only for members, but non-members can also have a great 15% on most of the books.

I really like the new Times at Tampines 1 compare to the lousy service I got from the outlet over at Tampines Mall. The Times over at Tampines Mall, thumbs down. They provide this "I-Don't-Give-A-Damn" kinda attitude. And I hated it. But the new outlet at Tampines 1, they provide great services and that is something I should get when I spend money in that shop.

They even took down my particulars for the Trudi Canavan book that is still not out in Singapore yet, assuring me that they will contact me once this book is up for sales in their outlet. You see? For Tampines Mall, The person even gave me that "boring" look when I just ask her to check for me whether is the book even out yet. ==''

But anyway, I have also set my eye on this book which I ALMOST bought the series yesterday.

Yup. The "Inheritance cycle" series by Christopher Paolini. I had always wanted to get this books. It looks not bad to me. Although this series are not completed yet but I am still gonna get my hands on them. What to do? 22% off man!! HAhaaa.

Alright then. I shall stop with this Ridiculous long post just on my crave for books. Going out soon with my group. And we have been watching movies EVERY single week whenever we meetup. I guess that's part of our meeting up programme. Hahaa.

Take care, peeps.

Ciao.

2009-03-30T01:01:00.010+08:00

Pig= YES, Finally!!

Yes, Finally!! Less than a hour ago, I just found out that my all time faourite author, Trudi Canavan just publish a book by the name of "The Magician's Apprentice".

I am SO SO HAPPY when I saw that it has already been publish in Australia. But not so sure whether is it out in Singapore yet. Guess I will make a trip down to one of the bookstores to find this Amazing book!!! Can't wait to get my hands on this BOOK.

I started reading her books during my secondary school days. And that was the time I got "addicted" to her books. I just buy them even knowing that I can't possibly finish all her books in such a short time. Her very first book I read was "The Magician Guild" from The Black Magician Trilogy. Below is the picture of the very first book.

And the book that was just publish not too long ago is a Prequel of The Black Magician Trilogy. That gave me even more reasons to get that BOOK!!

Most of my friends know that I have always read her books. Just that I'm a slow reader. So it normally takes me quite some times to finish ONE book. Sigh. But still, I don't mind just buying the book and open it till I finish reading the rest. It is a kind of satisfaction to grab the latest book from your favourite author. People who reads will understand what I meant.

HAhaa. I AM always enjoying myself when I read her books. I even force my friends to know the storyline by telling them the plot when seriously, I know, they don't give a damn. HAhaa.

Still, to all those book readers out that, Trudi Canavan is one of the best Author out there. You got to read her books!! For more informations about Trudi Canavan and her books, you can visit her website at http://trudicanavan.com/.

Time is 1:48am and I'm still awake when I need to wake up 5:40am so that I wouldn't be late to reach my Camp. ARGH.

And also currently I'm kinda enjoying my life in Army, so not much of a problem.

That's all for now people. Till then.

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-03-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

Pig= Shocked, PISSED OFF.

I am sick again, I got a very bad giddy spell that causes me not been able to sleep. So I went to the doctor on Monday and the doctor wanted to send me to the A&E dept in the hospital. I refuse to go and ask her to give me MC and will see about it.

So I got myself 2 days mc, and I am feeling slightly better. I sms my boss on monday and he was ok with it. Today in the morning, I called him and told him about my condition and said that maybe I might need to go to the hospital tommorrow if I aren't gonna get better by tommorrow. He got pissed off. He told me, if this is gonna continue, he will transfer me to a different camp or dept or whatever. AND NOW, I GOT PISSED OFF.

I mean COME ON, I didn't choose to be suffering with this illness and now he is threatening me? He doesn't wants to me go be heal I guess. Yaya, so people thinks that I just wanna get a mc or whatever, think whatever you want alright?

Because the fucking giddy spell and headache are KILLING ME. I seriously don't know what to do now. I just hung down the phone this morning with him after he said all those shit. I will just see what he is gonna say to me tommorrow when I go back to my camp.

Or maybe he just need my help and he got pissed off, I mean he is old already. That's why he put me as his personal assistant. Sigh. Maybe I should just be a bit understanding. I mean he is really a good boss. A good person. Never mind. Will see tommorrow.

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-03-14T16:24:00.008+08:00

Pig= Before, After.

Before.

And after.

Ok, my group of friends told me that I look damn weird with my new hair. I think so too. Maybe I'm just not use to looking a "super- short- hair" me yet. I still can't get rid of some habits. Like moving my fringe to the side and playing my "tail" when I am almost botak. =='' That's pretty lame isn't it?

But still, GET USE TO IT PEOPLE. Laugh all you want but you will get used to it. Em, I think so? Hahaa.

Enlistment in 2 days time. WOO~

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-03-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

Pig= Enlistment Date!!

Enlistment Date is on the 16th of March 2009. Counting down in 4 days! Gonna get my haircut on Friday. BYE BYE, Long Hair!! =(

Gonna miss my hair but I'm looking forward to my short hair too. =D

For now, I'm just gonna enjoy myself watching my shows and hanging out late with my friends this coming weekends.

And I hope I can make new friends in army even though I'm gonna be a clerk. I mean, I can't possibly be alone without friends in the camp right? It will be HELL man.

Till then, people.

CIAO.

Sign off.

2009-03-06T11:40:00.005+08:00

Pig= Swollen throat, Bad mood.

I went to the doctor early in the morning only to discover that I got a fucking bad throat. A lump or sorts is blocking my right tonsil, which is the side of the throat, causing me to have some problems.

You see, the throat's veins kinda connects to the ear, eyes and even brain and the lump is blocking it. So I am currently having problems with my right ear, my right brain and my right tonsil. It is fucking irritating. As quote from the doctor , " This is one sore throat you don't wanna mess with."

And my doctor even told me that there might be a chance that I'm going to have a fever for the next few days or so. This all sounds so great huh? And I am feeling kinda "high" now due to all this, as in real "high". Don't ask me, ask the fucking throat.

And what's the best combination you can get to make you feel even more pissed off when you are damn sick? A irritating GRANDMA. She is seriously getting on my nerves. She asked me like 3 times whether do I wanna eat or not and I kindly say no because I am having difficulties swallowing food. And was also told by the doctor to have a soft diet, as in no solid food, just eat some soft food.

And guess what? She COOK MY SHARES. Isn't that amazing?? I told her I'm not gonna eat it because I can't and she started nagging about how evil I was to hold a grudge with her about whatever shit she said to me in the past that makes me feel awful. Tell me about it.

I couldn't stand her. I mean come on, I am fucking sick and you can't seems to shut that mouth of yours. Words from your mouth are not making any sense at all. Don't always pretends to be a "innocent" when obviously, you aren't one. And also, get the "I-Am-So-Righteous"," This-House-Can't-Do-Without-Me" thinking out of your mind, you sickening bitch.

What I can do now is to lock myself in my room, and try my best to get plenty of rest without her bothering me. How I wish I can just shut the noise pollution coming from her. Ya, if only that's possible.

Sigh.

Ciao.

Sign off.

2009-03-03T08:28:00.002+08:00

Pig= Bloody NIGHTMARE...

Argh. Bloody nightmare. Everything was so real that I got so scared. Damn fucking scare. I hope it will not be any Déjà vu. Never. Now I am wide awake. I slept around 1am which is early for me to sleep at this timing and was awake by the freaking nightmare around 7am. Not gonna sleep just yet.

Guess I am gonna make a trip to the market to buy some food for breakfast. Continue to watching "Charmed" after breakfast, I guess. I am already at season 6~ Gonnna finish soon man. Down with 4 Korean dramas, 1 Taiwan dramas and 2 Ultraman series. =='' That's quite a number huh.

Oh by the way, I am going for National Service on the 16th of March. That's the reason why I'm rushing all my dvds. =( Anyway, CLERK? Who cares? 8 to 5 probably? I hope to make some friends in the camp instead of being a emo kid for the next 2 years.

And below is the one and only picture taken with my very close cousins and my siblings. My family and their's shares a very close bonding. The only close bonding in the whole of uncles and aunties.

Taken during my cousin, Shandy's 18th Birthday.

Hope this close relationship will continue to last till we grow old and stuff. =)

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2009-02-16T07:59:00.002+08:00

Pig= Frustration, Anger.

The time now is 8:03am. I am Frustrated with EVRYTHING now, everything. Nothing seems right or even sounds right at all. Everything is getting on my nerves, INCLUDING THE LETTER INFORMING ME, SERVING THE NATION ON THE 16TH OF MARCH. ____

And thanks, I got a disgusting faces with the fucking PIMPLES outbreak due to the fucking lack of sleeps this few days.

ARGH.

2009-01-31T09:56:00.002+08:00

Pig= Finally..

I have finally recover from my fever after 6 fucking days.. Now, I am having all the side effects... My throat is hurting like shit, I can't eat rice, I don't even feels like drinking water, my brain is not functioning well as in I AM SLOW. I response slow. I also have this "Gonna-faint-anything" effect. I can't do a lot of stuff. Sigh.

I am going to the doctor again. To check on myself again. Going to fu's house later. Need to trouble them if anything happen. Sigh.

Sign off.

2009-01-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

Pig= It has been six days..

It has been six days... I have my fever on sunday... And today is friday.. Six days.. If I am still running fever for one more daay, I'm going to the hospital... I feel damn uncomfortable.. I can't even sleep as I wanted.. My throat felt as if there is a stone stuck in my mouth.. I can't even drink water...

Sign off....

2009-01-27T18:26:00.002+08:00

Pig= I hate it..

I fucking thought I was gonna die just like that yesterday. I reached home around 9 with my second sis. The min I reached home, I rush to the toilet and wash my hair and off to bed. I was feeling damn uncomfortable.. Then.. The fever starts to get worse. My face was very red due to the fever, I think my fever was as high as 40 degree or so.. And my head felt as if it's gonna explode anytime..

I woke up around 10 plus, face red, I told my sister that my hands and legs were getting numb.. I felt like shit.. My sis quickly called my parents and they rushed home, supposely, I thought, to send me to the hospital. But instead, they bought me to a clinic. Before they came back, I already had a hyperventilation attack.. I shouted my for sis like 10 times or so for help, but she didn't heard me at all.

By that time, my fingers can't be moved at all. Then I gave a loud calling to my sis, then she came in, asking me to relax myself and don't be worry about the fever and asked me to breathe slowly as I was breathing at a rapid speed.

Then my parents came and sending me to this clinic.. After a injection, I felt better.. Sigh.. This is worse than my asthma.. I had 6 panadols to lower down my fever, but it just keep coming back.

Thanks er jie for taking care of me before papa and mummy came. I wouldn't know what to do if you weren't there. Thank you so much.

Now this whole paragraph is for this someone. Sometimes I really feel that you need to use your bird brain to think before you speaks. I DIDN'T choose to fall sick on chinese new year and I DIDN'T choose to have fever apart from so many other sickness. I don't see any point that I am wrong at when I am sick, and I don't even feel like going out. Get yourself into my shoe and think about it.

You should know how sick I was yesterday before papa and mama came to bring me to the clinic. Oh, I forgot, You wasn't home at all. You were somewhere else doing something else. You better pray that you will never get sick as bad my fever or else I will just treat you the way you treat me alright? Until then, you will know how fuck up I feel about all those shit that came out from your mouth.

For the final conclusion, just THINK before you speaks.

Argh, this is the worse NEW YEAR EVER.

FUCK UP..

Sign off.

2009-01-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

Pig= Happy New Year all...

1 hour or less will be new year, I hope everyone gets a lot of Ang Bao.. It is getting on my nerve when I am currently running a fever. I don't know what the fuck causes it, but I am feeling damn uncomfortable now. My head is heavy. very heavy. Please let me recover tommorrow.. Happy new year all..

2009-01-23T17:07:00.004+08:00

Pig= I So Wanna Get This...

CHARMED - THE COMPLETE SERIES: LIMITED DELUXE EDITION!!!

The Front and the Back.

This is like fucking cool. This comes in the complete season 1-8 of "Charmed" and the best part of this items? IT LOOKS COMPLETELY LIKE "THE BOOK OF SHADOWS". Damn fucking cool man.
For your information, I have always been a fan of "Charmed" ever since young. I watched it together with my siblings. But don't really understand a single shit when I was young, was just really interested in their battles using magic. Lol.

I have been looking for this drama series for the past few years. But in singapore, you can't find it or get it. I just don't know why. I found one shop that sold each season at 79.90.. 0_0 '' 79.90!!! FOR ONE SEASON. There is a total of 8 season.

8x$79.90=$639.2!!!
This is crazy right??

For the "Charmed"- The Complete Series: Limited Deluxe Edition, it cost around 289.95 USD. After I convert to SGD, it cost around 436.844 SGD without shipping fee and stuff. I will assume that the item weighs around 8 pounds, the shipping will cost 65.75 USD. After Conversion, it will be 91.7441 SGD.

436.844SGD+91.7441SGD= 528.5881SGD~

Not that expensive right?? It is even cheaper than what Singapore is selling. And what's more? It's limited edition la!!! I will get it when I have the money and also if only there is still stocks as there is a limited amount.

Hahaa. But I guess I should just drop this idea since I already ordered my "Charmed" complete season from other country and it's ON THE WAY!!! So looking forward to it man.

Sign off.

2009-01-22T03:00:00.003+08:00

Pig= Back for some updates.

Hey people, I'm back for some updates. Remember about my previous post about the dog by the name of Fifi that was missing?

She has been found! She is doing fine now. Here is a short email send to me from the owner:

Weeee my lil one is home for CHINESE NEW YEAR XD XD
thanks to basketball players of blk 406!one of their lovely friend took her home and took care of her for a night.. thank god she return unharm and in one piece..
ty for all your help esp hwee ying and sister for printing 500 flyers to find her lolx..

cheers von

Isn't that great? Grats, Devon for getting Fifi back. =)

And people, recently I just got myself a new phone. A LG Cookie phone. And just for your inform, Yean Fu is also using this phone now. OK, say that I'm a copycat, but my previous phone died on me so many times that I really need to get myself a new phone.
So with a tight budget and also the help of my da jie and yan fu, I got myself this phone.

This is the phone. Mine: Black and silver.

Yan fu's: Black and red.

Yan fu was so upset about getting the black/red Cookie when he knows that there is a black/silver Cookie. He just don't like the colour that much.

Thanks to the stupid guy that sold the phone to him at Starhub. He didn't said a single shit to Yan fu where he can wait for the black/silver Cookie to arrive, because I waited for my black/silver Cookie to arrive.

So Yan fu just got the black/red one, with his starhub 100 bucks voucher that was gonna expire in like 2 days time. But I can see from the look of his face he wasn't very happy about the "awful" colour that he didn't like when the phone packages was opened. ONCE OPEN, he can't change it anymore.

And when he open the new package for checking and stuff, that was also the first time Yan fu seen the phone colour because the didn't have the black/red Cookies dummy set available, and the person CLAIM that the colour was brown.. Never mind, I shouldn't talk about it anymore.

But still, I guess he is enjoying the phone now, so am I.

I got myself a haircut, hair dye and Storm just 2 days ago. No pictures yet. Soon.

I am very looking forward to the items that I bought with my er jie that should be arriving, hopefully before chinese new year. I bought like 5 ultraman posters and like 4 to 5 ultraman's dvd. SO DAMN LOOKING FORWARD TO THEIR ARRIVAL!!!

So anyway, I'm gonna get my new year clothes with fu tommorrow. Hope it's not too late. Alright, people. That will be all. I see you guys around. And I wish everyone a Advance Happy Chinese New Year!!! =D

Sign off.

2009-01-18T03:20:00.003+08:00

Pig= Need some Help here, People.

Hey people, sorry for not blogging so long, but now, I need some help from you guys. There is this person who lost her dog, breed: dachshund, name : FiFi. She was last seen at blk 419 tampines st 41. she was seen being chased by cat, and we are not sure whether is she hurt now. She is also suffering from some skin problems. Although is not contagious, but she still needs her daily medication.

Below are the pictures of her dog, Fifi.

If anyone found Fifi, please contact Devon at 82239884.

Please Help people. Thank you guys so much. You can spread around this message so that we can have more helps from everyone. If you have a blog, you can post about this. This will be good enough. Thank you people.

Sigh. I really hope Devon find back Fifi soon. If Kiki or yoyo is the one missing, I seriously don't know what to do man. Maybe there is people thinking that I should mind my own business but I just wish if one day, anything happens to my dogs, everyone can help. This is the minimum we can do.

So still, thanks people!!

Devon, hope you find back Fifi soon, pray hard. =)

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2008-12-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

Pig= Happy Birthday Er jie~

Firstly, Happy 21th Birthday to my Second sis. I hope she enjoy herself in the pub or club or whatever. Just hope everything will goes smoothly for her in whatever she do. And become a great teacher in the near future. =)

I am spending damn a lot on a lots of stuff. Even though I still have like 3 dramas dvd that I bought, not even open yet, but I still wanna buy more. I think I should just stop for the time being. And I can't watch any of them now because my elder sister is back home, sleeping soundly now.

I know, I can just be a evil brother to just watch my shows and don't give a shit about her in the room, but too bad, I am a great and kind brother, so I guess I should just let her get her sleeps.

Am enjoying my life with friends and maybe work too. Friendly people. Hahaa. I am offically a "Kpo kia" for 2 weeks, coming 3. And I kinda love that job.

I am gonna get a dvd portable player tommorrow if possible. Don't ask why. I just want it. It is easier for me. To carry it with me whenever I go without worrying about the lack of time to watch them. It's good la. Hahaa. OK, you can just say that I just wanna get one.

Christmas is coming, I hope everyone of you out there enjoy yourself with your love ones. =D

Cya guys.

Sign off.

2008-12-02T01:44:00.003+08:00

Pig= I am H-a-l-f D-e-a-d..

As what the title says, I am almost dead. Almost.. Out of sudden, I had my asthma attack. Yes, the serious kind. I start to feel this tightness at my chest, and I was breathing faster than usual. Then I know, "Shit. This fucking asthma "Angel" is coming back". I quickly get the chance to search for my inhaler while I can still move around, but it was no where to be seen. Then it get all serious, getting worse, starting to feel the numbness all the way from my hands to my legs.

I almost fainted. Only stuff near to me was my laptop and phone, wanted to call Fu but due to the numbness of my hands, I can't really control my fingers to dial his number.

Then hope came. I saw my inhaler, not more than 1 meter away from me, I tried all I could to get that damn inhaler, and force myself to pump that 3 to 4 puff into my mouth.. And finally, everything starts to settle down.. FUCK..

Why is it coming back?? Was it due to my smoking or was it due to the fucking unpredictable weather? Sigh. I HATE THIS Shitty feeling. This is even worse than my fainting, worse than my low platelet.. Sigh..

Sign off.

2008-11-16T16:11:00.001+08:00

Pig= I AM BORED.

I AM FUCKING BORED MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sign off.

2008-11-05T04:53:00.008+08:00

Pig= FUCKING HUNGRY.

HELLO PEOPLE. Hahaaa. I am a fucking slacker that doesn't wants to update his blog. Hahaa. I am more in AnD. Anyway, I won't be blogging here. This is a place for me to vent my anger and stuff. Hahaa. And also, I am a single now. Is ok. Life has to go on and I believe being friends with her isn't gonna be that bad.

AND NOW... I AM AS DESPERATE AS the below picture...

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WHEN I AM HUNGRY, I DON'T CARE ABOUT A SINGLE SHIT. I JUST WANNA EAT, JUST LIKE ME STARING HUNGRILY AT THAT FUCKING CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!

And I AM FUCKING HUNGRY NOW. But I just promise myself that I am gonna pump myself up and get Big size. So... I shouldn't be eating at all. But I am fucking hungry now. ='(

I hope I can erase the "hungry thinking" from my mind. MIND OVER BODY PLEASE. I really wanna train myself up man. =( I am gonna have some jogging session, gym session and have a healthy diet!!!! NO more extra rice, no more extra meats, no more extra noodles, no more extra anything!! I am so not used to it even though it has only being one day!!! =(

I don't think I can hold on any longer. My stomach is gonna drag me to the kitchen and eat like fucktard.. NO CHOCOLATE, NO ICE CREAM, NO TIBITS.. ARGh.

Or should I go out and find something to eat?? But foods outside are OILY, FULL OF MSG AND MANY MORE... What should I do.. ARGH!!!!

I don't care. I really need to fill up my stomach!!!

BYE PEOPLE!!!

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2008-08-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

I AM Proud to Annouce that Miss Ngia is Officially my Girlfriend at 12.06am, 22.08.08. =D

2008-07-10T16:15:00.003+08:00

Pig= I am back, and not gonna blog here so often.

Hey people, I am back, and finally still slacking my life away. Staying at home almost everyday. Enjoying my sleeps, my games, my shows and life I guess. I mean just relax myself before gettig myself like kill in NS right? Alright, I know, there is nothing much for a Pes E9 L9 to do, so you won't be kill by it. But still. Ok, I am just finish excuses. HAhaa.

Life have never been better. And I reading needs to start my reading on all those great books like Harry potter and The White Priestess by Trudi Canavan. I mean I have been reading this 2 books for years but still.. I just can't seems to finish them man. I am really a god damn slow reader. AHAaaa.

As some knows I have 2 blogs, one is this, the other is from www.alivenotdead.com. I mean if you manage to read my blog from alivenotdead, then good luck because I won't be giving out my url from that blog. I don't think you can read anyone elses blog unless you create an account or so.

Sigh. When will that damn NS letter be coming man.

No photos. I am feeling so lazy to updates any photos due to the fucked up systems of blogger. I mean they have lousy photos uploader compare to AnD (AliveNotDead). That's why I love AnD so much.

Study hard, you idiots who are taking your O level this year. Don't let your effort go down to the drain alright?

Take care people, will update... Em... When I feel like it. =D

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2008-06-02T17:07:00.002+08:00

Pig= This is so bloody unfair to me.

Fuck. Can someone kindly explain to me why am I not given a chance from IceCreamChef?? My sister with his husband went for some ice creams session at IceCreamChef and she told me that they are looking for part timers and full timers. I was very happy so I texted the boss over at IceCreamChef about the full timer stuff. And I waited, and waited.

So I called just nnow at around 4.30pm and he fucking doesn't wanna answer my phone. WHAT IS WRONG? Can't he just give me a simple answer like "No, is ok. We already found some part timers and full timers." Is it really that hard?

I know, people out there might feel that I don't really have to be so upset about this, but hey, let me tell you one thing, I really loves this jobs. And it is fucking unfair to me to not even give me a chance or a simple answer right.. My blood is boiling. I swear. FUCK THEM.

Sign off.

2008-05-24T02:56:00.003+08:00

Pig= I am back again.

Hahaha. after going missing for such a long time, I am finally back. Back to tidy here and there for my blog. Lots of dusts. Just that I am more focus on my the other blog. I decided I will not give out my the other blog address since I can't tag anyone or link anyone to from that blog. I will only give the address out when I am much more familiar with AlivenotDead.

After running away from home for one week, I am finally back. Not really running away from home. But run away to my aunt's house to relax myself a bit from my grandmother. I believe that if I didn't run away to my aunt's house, I will go insane in one week.

I guess I will be back to my aunt's place in another 2 weeks time since everything there is so so comfortable. Those delicious food cook by my grandma (My mother's mum), the nice chatting with my aunt and everything.

But still I guess home is still the best. I miss everything at home except my grandmother I guess. I bet there will be a lots of questioning from her about me, going missing for a week.

I swear I am going to watch Narnia when it is out. I am damn loooking forward to it.

I got myself a hair cut and it seems like those who are really close with me, didn't feel much of a changes. the comments is always the same. " It looks like the previous hair cut that you did", " You always like to cut this kind of hair style de ma", ETC. =_=''

Anyway, Some photos of my CUTE KI KI! He is fucking cute la. Hahaa.

CUTE RIGHT!! I BET HE IS CUTE LA.

That lady on the left is my hair stylist from Storm. She is good, at least this is what I feel. Not very clear though. She was trying to run away from my handphone. HAhaa.

And my hair.

I dyed my hair since Storm was having their great discounts. And I really like it. They say it suits me. Beng enough. =_=''

That will be all I guess. I MISS THOSE TWO IDIOTS JERYL AND STELLA. =P

Sign off.

2008-05-13T01:15:00.001+08:00

Oh. And here is a picture of me and my Grandma. And I love her. Not like the old bitch at home.

2008-05-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

Pig= Back. HAhaa.

Finally, I am back again. Sorry for my disappearance. Was slacking at home. Damn poor. Anyway, I went for my Ns medical check up and I got myself a Pes E9 L9. Hahaa. Super Clerk! May will be the worst month I am going to have. TONS OF FRIENDS BIRTHDAY ARE COMING UP. *FAINT

Pei jie and Pei rong's birthday, Yan fu's birthday and Stella's Birthday. Broke lo. I am so damn broke yet so many presents I gonna get. Maybe don't get a single one? HAHHAAA. I will try to pass them a present if possible. If I have the money. But I doubt so.

Seldom out due to the big hole in my pocket. And FUCK. My grandmother is back. I guess I didn't mention that she was away from home for one week. She stay over at one of her friend's house. But now, she is back. And the problems are starting already. The accusing, the quarrel and more of cause. FUCK.. If murdering one doesn't give a death penalty in Singapore, I guess I might kill her. I don't mind going to jail just to get rid of her.

She even asked me this stupid question when we quarrelled in the afternoon just yesterday," Go and ask your friend who will scold their grandmother crazy?". And I answered her, " Go and ask your friend, which grandmother will be as crazy as you?". And I also did say, "Yes, I am the one who will scold me grandmother crazy, because she is crazy." Sigh..

I guess I need to run away from home for a period of time. I am quarreling with her almost everyday. I will run to my auntie's house to stay over I guess. And also to visit my Grandma. =D

Sign off.

2008-04-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

Pig= Finally, I don't have to hide anymore.

Finally, after hiding from my family members for 7 years, my family members finally know about the fact that I DO smoke. =D I confess to them. I find that it is the time for them to know. I believe the time when I tell them about this, I have already grow up. There is nothing much to hide now. I mean what are family members for right? Just that they will advise me to stop smoking and stuff.

I of cause told them that it is not that easy to quit once you really get yourself a pack of cigarette to just try even. I was once a young, playful teenagers. Just because of my naivety, I got myself a bad habit. Or should I say addiction?? Hahaa. Everyone arounds me wants me to quits smoking due to the weak body system that I am born with.

I appreciate their concern, and I really did cut down. I used to smoke like 1pack per day, but now, 1 pack can last me for as long as 1 week. And I am proud of that. =D

Anyway, it takes me time to completey stop touching cigarette, I believe those smokers out that should know my pain. But anyway, a burden off me. So ya. Hahaa. I am happy for that.

My stupid company systems had some bugs, which means I will be stopping my work for quite some time before I can start working again. I guess it will be a good rest for me.

Sign off.

2008-04-14T02:15:00.002+08:00

Pig= I am back! Found a job.

Hi people. I am back. I know, rotting. There is a very disgusting smell coming from my blog. HAhaa. It is rotting. Anyway, I might change to another blog instead of using blogger. But I couldn't bear to leave blogger after so many years and so much memories in here. HAHAHAA. Will see about that. But one thing for sure, I feel much comfortable using the other blog.

Anyway, my sister found me a great job and I will be starting work on Wednesday. And I also change my psp to a psp slim. Long long story, but still, I wanna thank friends and family for support my idea to change and also maybe providing supports like mONEY? HAHaaaa.

I got to rest now. Need to work later on at 6AM. Will update soon ok? Since I have 2 blog now, but I am still not very comfortable to give people the other blog address and suff since it is still not confirm.

Even if I am going to change to the other blog, I am still going to maybe update a bit on this blog. I don't wish that blogger with delete away my post and all after I leave. So, ya. HAHAHAAA.

Take care people.

Study hard hor, Stella. Hope you will enjoy yourself in that course.

And also MR Jeryl NG, Musst study hard also ah! Anyway, PSP memory destroy, but I di try my best to save all you and stella's game memories and I manage to save it. But I waste money buy a new memory card. =( WANNA SPONSOR A BIT BROTHER??? =P

Ah mei and Yvon and Hui li, Starting school soon le, Study hard ah. Let the 6 of us meet up soon ya! =D

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2008-04-02T19:07:00.008+08:00

Pig= WHEN WILL YOU DIE?? I am looking forward to that.

Fuck. Go to Hell. Just mind your own business. You are nobody to me. I don't really care and I don't need any shit from you. So what if you are my father's mother? So what if I am not showing any sign of respect to you?? You do not have any reasons for me to show you my respect.

Don't always compare yourself with Popo ok? So what if I love her and I HATE you? So what?? So what if I am willing to travel all the way to Chua Chou Kang to find Popo instead of talking to you when we are living under the same roof??

SO WHAT??

Comments about yourself even before you give comments about others..

FUCK YOU.

You should just die and leave this world. You are not young anymore. YES, I AM CURSING. SO WHAT?? HOPE I WISH THAT YOU PASS AWAY TOMMORROW.

OR EVEN, THIS INSTANT.

If only murdering was ALLOWED in Singapore.

I HATE YOU. I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU.

People who don't understands a thing about what is happening, don't try to be a busybody. Just get a life and mind your own business.

I HATE YOU, YOU MOTHER FUCKER OLD HAG...

Sign off.

2008-03-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

Pig= Bad weather, Bad Temper.

Due to the fucking wrong weather going on for the pass few days, my temper, my mood, my life has not been too good.

Sigh. And problems are rising. EVERYTHING. It is getting very irritating. Everything is sucky, everything is corrupted. FUCK. FUCK.

Sign off.

2008-03-19T04:15:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Something is wrong with me. I have been trying to sleep since 1am. But It seems like I just couldn't sleep. Sigh. I have to work at 6am later and hit the gym after work and I can't even rest my body.

I swear I did try my best to sleep. But I gave up after lying on my bed for more than 2 1/2 hours. Sigh.

I just have to make sure that everything goes well for me later on.

Anyway, very good morning people.

I am sure something is wrong with me. I feel that something bad is going to happen..

Never mind. Stop the negative thoughts.

Sign off.

2008-03-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

Pig= Heroes done, NOw will Ghost Whisperer, Supernatural.

Done watching "Heroes" Season 2 and still waiting for Season 3 to be shown man. All thanks to the writer's strike. Looking forward to "Heroes" season 3. ARgh. I think I should just email the company and urge them to flim "Heroes" season 3 as soon as possible!!! Ya ya, as if they will bother to even read my email. HAhaa.

Anyway, I am currently watching "Ghost Whisperer" season 2, finish watching season 1 and the show is not too bad. Just got my "Supernatural" season 1 and 2 cds and starting to watch season 1 of it. And the show rocks too. HAhaa. I have to watch "Supernatural" first to check whether is there any problems with the 2 seasons.

And so far, everything is good. The quality is good, sound system is great, with the home theater at home, it is great watching shows like this in the room. =D

I mean after watching a few of American dramas, I seriously have the loss of intrest in watching Asian dramas. Because the American dramas are far much better than the asian drama. Hahaa. And people, Be sure to watch all this great dramas like "Heroes", "Ghost Whisperer" and "Supernatural".

YOU WILL LOVE IT.

Got to go to watch my shows.

=D

All the best for everything people.

Sign off.

2008-03-15T20:00:00.002+08:00

Pig= ARGH!!!

Someone just stab me straight in my heart for my dumbness ok?? FUCK. I was happily using my laptop playing VIWAWA in my room, sitting on my comfortable bed and enjoying a hot bowl of noodles cook by my mum. AND SUDDENLY, I AM STUPID ENOUGH TO HIT THE HOT BOWL OF NOODLES AND EVERYTHING INSIDE THE BOWL GOT POUR ONTO ME..

AND I SWEAR TO GOD I WAS FUCKING STUN BY WHAT WAS HAPPENING FOR 3 SECONDS, THEN I FELT THE HOT NOODLES AND SOUP FROM THE BOWL OF WONDERFUL NOODLES!

And I got my bed and myself spill with the bowl of HOT noodles. FUCK.

And I swear I was so angry with myself that I was sweating like a idiot. SO I fucking took off my clothes.

FUCK.

I WAS DUMB. No, I Am dumB.

I swear I will not play with the laptop and have my meal at the same time. EVER.

Sign off.

2008-03-11T02:44:00.004+08:00

Pig= HEROES!!!!

Hey people, I just finish watching the first season of "Heroes" and I can't wait to watch season 2. BUt there is only 11 episodes in Season 2 of "Heroes" which means that I will have to wait for season 3 of "Heroes". I hope this show will NEVER ever ends!!!

I love all the character with their super cool abilities. And I hate Sylar, the guy who gets others power by killing them. And I always remember this saying, "If you hates a character in a show, means that he is a great actor". Hahaa.

OH NO. I love Ultraman, Sun Yan Zi, Heroes!!!

And I told myself, if I am rich enough, I will buy the Dvd of "Heroes" season 1. I think should be near to 80 bucks. Whatever it is, I will get it man. Just not yet. HAhaa.

I will start watching "Heroes" season 2 tommorrow I guess. Because I seriously can't stop myself from watching it sicne the show is so damn cool.

Ok. I am done.

Sign off.

2008-03-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

Pig= Finally back.

Finally back blogging. For now, I am still spending my time at home. HAhaa. Watching animation, Watching mY favourite "Heroes". DAMN COOL. Will be working soon. Next week. Yup. HAhaaa.

For now, staying at home is the best way to save money. Hahaa. I don't have to spend much as
long as I don't step out. Hahaaa. AT least, this is what I think.

Whatever it is now, I am just enjoying my life and preparing myself to go into army soon.

I know, I know. Just a clerk ma, maybe don't even have to serve the nation. But I just need to enjoy myself first right??!! HAhaaa. Whatever it is la, I am way too broke. Very broke. so staying at home is still the best idea.

Sigh. NS SUCKS. =(

Take care people

Sign off.

2008-02-24T08:13:00.001+08:00

I AM VERY Angry, piss off la. Forget it. Serve myself for easily believing anyone out there. Come people, Come cheat me ba.

Sign off.

2008-02-21T11:29:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU. I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. CAN YOU DIE IN THIS INSTANT? YOU SELFISH, ARROGANT MONSTER. I DON'T NEED YOU TO CONTINUE MY LIFE. I CANN ALWAYS FIND A JOB. FUCK YOU. JUST DIE ALRIGHT?

I will either find a job soon or go into Ns first. Fuck you....

Sign off.

2008-02-19T03:02:00.003+08:00

I QUIT.. I STOP WORKING AS A ASSISTANT GROOMER. NO MORE. Please don't ask me question like " Why you quit, are you fired??" all this shit. I don't need that from you people. People who are close, I will tell you when I am prepare to say the reasons to you guys.

I am too naive. This world is not that bright afterall.

Sign off.

2008-02-14T14:12:00.014+08:00

Random picture, Birthdays.

Random pictures.

When I was still enjoying my Secondary school life. Hope Mr Yong yanfu is doing well in his studies now. =) I miss him too. Those great memories in secondary life and 2004 to 2007. I will never forget that. ='(

Cindy and Me. The best retail stuff ever. =D

Jeryl, Helmy, Sho, Me. Taken long ago.

Bi bi. Cute right.

This poor little 5 months old poodle which suffer from very bad skin infection.

Bi bi and me.

Zai zai. Good looking and charming.

Wei fen aka my shijie and also the groomer!!

Er jie's 20th birthday.

I remember having dinner at Golden jade or whatever you call that to celebrate er jie's 20th birthday. One of the family gathering that we had. And that was also the last few photos of my blonde hair. I Am going to dye my hair soon!!!!

Er jie and me with her new tomagochi. =D

Papa and Mama.

The Sng siblings.

Don't say that I look like a freak... ( Continue at next pic)

When my Da jie is a spirit. =P

Er jie's small little birthday cake.

Enjoying her Birthday cake.

The Sng Family.

Jeryl's 18th Birthday.

I remember telling him that I would not be able to make it for his bbq birthday celebration at his house, but still I rushed there on 02-02-08 straight after my work. Hahaa. He wasn't that surprise anyway. But still, how could I not attend my best buddy's 18th birthday??

That brother of mine.

Blowing the candles.

Mr yong doing some retarded stuff.

The lovely couple. I miss this two idiots. ='(

Jeryl and Me. I miss him. ='(

Jeryl and his Poly friends.

All the guys.

Happy birthday Bro.

I was shocked enough to know what is his birthday wish. The people who know his wish were only Stella, Jeryl himself and me. HAhaa. You see! The 3 of us are very close ok! =D But I seriously miss those idiots. Ever since I started working, I don't have time to meet them. Either I am too tired or I need to work damn early the next day.

I hope those two are doing fine.

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2008-02-14T14:03:00.002+08:00

Pig= Falling sick, getting depress..

Hey people. Say whatever you want. I am sick again.. Sigh. And the doctor ask me to go for a heart check up in the hospital. But I don't want to. Due to some reasons.

I am feeling very lousy in whatever I am doing. Work is not successful for me, life is not good for me. I am getting depress because of my lousy performance in work. I am learning way too slow.. I can't do simple stuff like cutting nails properly and trimming of the paw pads. I am lousy at it.. Curse myself.

The fear is there whenever I wanna trim the paw pads. I don't understand why my shifu and shijie can do it but not me. I am feeling damn stress up in work..

I thought that I can make it, but can I really hold on till I seriously become succesful as a pet groomer??

I don't wish to have all this negative thinking, but it is hard to stop them from coming in.. I seriously wish to improve myself more. Like what shifu had told me to put in 150%, not only 100%. Putting in 100% is not enough.

Sigh. I must be strong in order to continue working in this environment. JIa yOU!!! Sigh...

2008-02-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Pig= SOrry for not blogging for such a long time!!!

I am So so sorry people. Busy working. I seldom have times to blog, watch tv. HAhaa. BUt working is not too bad, and I am starting to get some experience from it, getting well with my working teams. But well, I should be leaving Pet's Safari and try to look for another place for Assistant groomer.

There are a lot of conflicts between we groomers and the retails stuff. Even my shifu is leaving soon, So what is the point of me staying when my shifu is leaving? =D

ANyway, that will be like 2 to 3 months more? So never mind. will see about that. I miss Everyone!! AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! Times really flies. Whatever it is, my life is still not bad. Just that I am very busy everyday and only manage to rest like 1 day per week.

My shifu was telling me how slow I am learning. Sigh. Which is quite dissappointing. Because I am trying my best. But still, anyway, I will still try my very very besT!

I miss Jeryl, Stella, Ah mei, Yvon, Hui li, Jian, Fu and a lot more. BUt the people I miss the most are Jeryl and Stella. Sigh. Sian. Work, work, work. BUt I can get experience from it, I don't mind.

Luckily I am able to meet Jeryl and all during The second or third day of new year. I hope I get more ang bao and my work will be smoothly for me.

And I wish everyone study hard, work hard, and do everything well ok! Jia you everyone.

I will try to load photos taken recently during work, Jeryl's birthday, new year countdown and whatever, whatever.

Take care all!!!

Sign off.

2008-01-03T09:17:00.000+08:00

Pig= Good morning!!!

Good morning people! Woke up around 9am. Need to reach Simei by 11am. And my boss ask me not to reach there on 11am Sharp, but instead maybe a bit earlier. HAhaa.

Went for meeting yesterday with the groomers and assistant groomers from Seragoon and Holland Village. Everyone is friendly, easy to communicate. That makes me the youngest in the group. Hahaa.

Yan fu and some of my friends have already start school. Study hard ok?! Do well for your O level. All the best to my friends studying!!

Gonna bath and prepare myself. Fucking shit, It is damn cold... =_=''

Sign off.

2007-12-29T04:46:00.000+08:00

Pig= A very very GOOD NEWS!!! At least for me. =P

Just got home from Jazz pub. People there were too many that I wouldn't even wish to mention their names. LOL. But people!!!! I GOT MYSELF A POSITION AT PET'S LOVER CENTRE AS A ASSISTANT GROOMER!!!! =D

I was damn damn happy about it that straight after the interview and after the confirm me, I start calling people and telling people about the good news!! HAhaa. The pay is not too bad, I mean, I only got a N level cert, How high do you expect my salary to be right?

BUt a assistant groomer is fucking cool!! It was seriously lucky~ I wanted to a my diploma for dog grooming and now I will be working as a assistant groomer! I am very sure that I will at least learn some skills from the groomer himself. HAHA.

I am lucky~~ But I need to cut my hair and dye my hair to a suitable colour in order no to give a bad impression for the customers. The colour of my hair, I will let my da jie decide about it. Since she was the one who dyed my hair and everything, I am sure that she will find something that suits me well. =)

WIll be starting my work on the 3rd of January. Feel free to come and look for me ok, people?!!

Ok then, I need to shower myself and have a good rest. Gonna wake up at quite a early time to get my hair cut at Storm.

CONGRATS ME PEOPLE!!!! And wish me the best of luck!! =D

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2007-12-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

Pig= I'm back, blogging of cause.

I am finally back. Hahaa. Have been busy with my great but yet tiring life. Enjoy my life with my friends, helping my father to work and getting myself addicted to Sangokushi!! I have bearly play for 2 months but am near to complete collection of the cards. =D

Don't ask about my result. I will just say everything here then. I get myself a pathetic 13 marks for my N level. And I am not going to study anymore. I know what is the best for myself. Don't encourage me to go to ITE. I don't think that place is for me. I am a easy influence guy, I know it myself, or else I wouldn't turn bad when I was primary 5.

I have made up my mind to get a Diploma for dog grooming. =D People who knows me well will know my passion in animals. It will cost me a huge sum of money so I will start to find a work and try to get a pet shop job if possible.

Am great that people around me support my decision. I know, I wasn't good enough to do even a average for my N level. But will proof that I am not that lousy too. At least I can enjoy my life with dog grooming instead of daydreaming occupation like to be a singer. Hahaa.

The year is going to end soon and I hope everyone enjoy your life this year and always believe whatever bad stuff you are coping with now with comes to a good end and life will be better as times goes by. =D

Looking forward to 2008!

Sign off.

2007-12-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

Pig= Ok, I know, I know. It is rotting. My Blog.

OK. My blog smells aweful. LOl. I have not been blogging for a pathetic 19 days. =_='' Rotting. Am too busy to blog. Maybe not only busy but also lazy. HAhaa. Too much to blog about. About my sister's wedding, Yvon's birthday and stuff like that.

Have been busy helping out my father. His funeral Service. I should say that working in this funeral industry, you have to be.. Em.. Strong as in the mind and not emotional. Maybe even average people who works in this industry will shed tears whenever the family members of the death cried painfully, you will feel the sorrow in them.

For me, is the same. I do of cause, feels the pain. But after helping my father for quite sometimes, I am much more resistance to this. Hahaa. It is a tough and tiring job. Real tired. I will seriously get worn off after working for like 6 to 8 hours per day. Or I might even work from 6 in the morning till 8 in the night. COOL HUH?

Ok. I will divide this post into a few section. During my sister's ROM and Yvon's birthday and maybe what has been happening in my life for this few days.

First will be my sister's ROM. Mr John Low and my Da jie has been together for the past 10 years and now they finally in the name of law is husband and wife. =DBelow are the photos taken during the ROM. I will let the pictures do the talking.

9/11/2007 Da jie's ROM at Beach's Culture.

Da jie and Er jie.

Charming me and Beautiful Da jie. LOL. =P

The Sng siblings.

My eldest aunt, his two sons, my 4th aunt's daughter, my er jie and me.

OH.. ROMANTIC. =DD

The best uncle among all the uncles that I have. We sure looks like father and son! =P

My 4th aunt, Granny, Eldest aunt, my Mum and 5 of my cousins.

My dad, my mum, er jie, Uncle Nicky, his daugther and me. =D

"HOLD MY HAND LA!", Shouted my cousin on the bottom left. And you heard crazy laughter from my Da jie. =_=''

John, Da jie and my four cousins.

Ok, I swear I didn't make that face on purpose... =_=''

Mi jo and me.

Me, Shandy and Er jie.

Me, Jeryl, Stella, John, Da jie and Er jie.

That's all for my Sister's ROM photos. We do had a lot of fun that day. With all the great foods, chatting and enjoyment. =D

Continue on next posting...

2007-12-10T02:59:00.000+08:00

Pig= Yvon's 17th Birthday celebrations.

I remember that we celebrated Yvon's Birthday for two days. 1st day is on the 16th of Nov, Where we celebrated her birthday at Jazz pub. The second day, which is on 17th of Nov, the actual day of her birthday. We went for cable car! And damn scary!! I think is the second time I sat on a cable car. For your notice, I am afraid of height. LOl.. So I was damn freak out when I sat in the cable car. I couldn't even eat the burger that we bought before going for the ride. LOl..

Then we reached Mount Faber and the snow started. So we took a lots of photos and enjoy ourselves there. And we took separate cabs to Marina for our dinner. LAte night dinner. And took a Maxi cab home. Cool huh.

Ok. Photos.

Eating Hungrily. LOL.

Yvon and Hui li.

Yvon and Ah mei.

Yvon and Stella.

Jeryl and Stella. Couple n0.1.

Yvon and Ran, couple no.2.

Ok, Stella, don't murder me when you saw this pic. =P

Sweet huh.

The single group. Hui li, Me, Ah mei. =D

Yvon and Ran

It's snowing in SINGAPORE!! =_=''

Cool lor.

Hui li and Yvon.

Yvon and Ah Mei.

ACT CUTE.. =_=' LOL

Yvon and Jeryl.

Second shot.

Yvon and Me.

LAughing madly. LOl

The LAdies~

Yvon and Ah mei.

Me, Hui li, Ah mei. Taken by Ah mei.

Me, Hui li, Ah mei. TAken by Me

And the Best shot, Taken by Hui li.

And the 7 of us. =D

Recently nothing much had happened. Em.. Helping my father out, meeting Jeryl and Stella, going to Jazz Pub, playing Sanguokushi. OK. I am damn crazy about this game! A arcade game that is damn cool. You should try it out. =D

Maybe that's all. Yup. And one sentence is very truth and I always believe that. Misfortune shows those who are not really your true friends. =D

OK. I am damn tired. Gonna sleep. Still need to wake up 8am tommorrow to help my father again. SIGH. TAke care people!!!

Sign off.

2007-11-20T06:52:00.000+08:00

OK... I must be mad to still be blogging at this hour.. Supposely, I wanted to watch the 3rd episode of "Heroes" on Veoh tv because I miss that episode as I was out with Jeryl and people at Jazz Pub. Just wanted to watch ONE episode but was so addicted to it that I had already watched 4 episode at one time. God..

BUT THE SHOW IS WAY TO NICE! I am not watching Naruto, not watching Full metal Alchemist but HEROES. HAhaa.

The time now is 6.59am.

I hope this would be my last episode or else I don't even know when am I going to sleep. =P

Sign off

2007-11-20T03:32:00.000+08:00

Pig= Finally. Haha.

Hahaha. Sorry people for not updating my blog. I am sick and damn lazy to post. HAhaa. Had a very bad flu, sorethroat and cough. More post coming up regarding my sister's ROM, Yvon's 18th birthday and the first time experience of baking browies with Er jie. But for today it will be on...

HEROES!!!!

I swear, this is one of the coolest tv series!!! Damn cool people! I bet you will like it. =D Heroes is about this group of people who thought that they were like everyone else... Until they realized they have incredible abilities. These people soon realize they have a role in preventing a catastrophe and saving mankind.

A cheerleader who wounds would heal by itself, A japanese who can manipulate the space-time, A former Los Angeles police officer who have the ability to hear other people's thoughts and more. ISN'T IT COOL!!!

I hope I can have the ability to travel to another countries without even paying for the air ticket! =P

Dream on..

Those who are intrested, you can visit the "Heroes" Offical website at http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/ or catch the tv series on every Monday, 10pm at channel 5.

=D

Update soon man.

Sign off.

2007-11-08T06:35:00.000+08:00

Pig= "The Game Plan"

Hey hey, my only reason for me to blog at this time is because I wanna introduce to you guys out there about this movie....

THE GAME PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is a DAMN COOL movie. Partly is because of The Rock. HAhaa. I like him ever since when I first watch Wrestling. He was one of the coolest, famous and also the first wrestler that I really support always! AND THE MAIN THING IS.. HE ALWAYS WIN THE MATCH! =D

But I still like him even though he is no more in wrestling but not his tatoo. LOL.

This movie is wonderful. It is filled with a lot of humour, and also a perfect comedy for your little ones, and also for the adults. COOL. Just cool. And there is this very GORGEOUS looking babe. YUp.

The one on the right is HER. Although she might not look too good in this picture, but she looks good in the movie. I couldn't find any picture of her except this one. Isn't she beautiful?? She was so called the rock's daugther's ballet teacher. =D

And the little girl in the movie, she sure is a good actor for her age. HAha. She did a lot of crazy stuff at The Rock's house that make him go mad.

"Never touches the Universal remote control at home, Not to enter the kitchen, Not allow to sleeps on The Rock's 10,000 dollars bed", so on and so for. HahA. You guyss seriously should catch the movie. I don't mind watching it another 2 or 3 times. =P

And this, and this!! " It lies in the HEART". HAHAA. Makes me laugh crazily!

Overall, This is a good movie. Or should I say, the best movie among all his movies. I seriously like this movie.

Oh, and one more thing.........

THAT BULLDOG! His best buddy. ANd one of the good actor in the show. He even played football with The Rock! And he got his own small football. Cool huh?! And he is very obedient and listens to whatever The Rock says.

For more information, please visit: http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/gameplan/ . The Offical Website for the movie, The Game Plan. =D

Remember to catch the show you people out there!!
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2007-11-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Pig= Finally blogging again.

Like what Ah mei had tagged, "a layer of dust". Hahaa. Ok.. Finally blogging. Had not been touching computer. Yup. And you know what? I watch this show and it actually tell us how pimple are form.

1. It takes 2 weeks before a pimple is form.
2. Bacteria LOVE oily skin.
3. Don't touch your face when you are eating oily food or even just daydreaming. Just try not to touch your face.
4. Wash your face regularly and whenever you feel that your face is TOO oily.

Yup, this is it. HAha. But still, I am still a pimple face. Although people might tell me how much better my face was comparing to before, but I am still not satified with my face condition. I just don't get it. I had put in a lot of effort in taking good care of my face, but still, sigh.. Never mind. Just a past remark about my face.

Anyway, I SERIOUSLY HATE DRINKING.. Sigh. I had a very bad hangover yeterday at Stella's house. Today is Stella's 2nd brother's birthday and yesterday Jeryl, He and me was drinking together to celebrate his birthday. Stella went for work, that's why we were at her house. He request me to drink because he is the birthday boy. So I thought we will not drink a lot, but it went far too wrong.

We drank a lot, ok, maybe not a lot, but I can't really drink you see. For people who knows me well know that I am NOT a good drinker and never like to touch beer or alcohol. But sometimes I touches them only during occasion. BUT, I will not touch alcohol.. =_=''

I believe yesterday was the first time Yan fu, Jeryl and Stella see the "hangover" me. Sigh. I was feeling so bad yesterday that my head hurts. And I think I vomited at least 4 times.. I hate it.. I was like a retarded yesterday..

I didn't even realised when stella came back from work and yan fu came over. I was also making a fool of myself yesterday in front of stella's family members.. =_='' first time I got drunk in front of them..

I remembered Jeryl saying something like this. " You are always the one who took care of us when we get drunk but this is the first time I am taking care of you!". HAhaa. True. =P And I still remember his laughter looking at how drunk I am.. IDIOT..

Whatever it is, I will try not to touch alcohol. This will be one of my rule. I am still having a slight headache even till now. Sigh, I am such a bad drinker.,

I DYED my hair recently. People don't like it, but I love it. Hahaa. Thanks to Da jie and John for helping me to dye my hair. I dyed twice because the first time was to bleach my hair and then dye another colour. I wanted a sliverish colour, but it turn out to be a bit greeny colour. =_=' But never mind, it looks better I guess.

I know, I know. The colour is very light. But bleach what! =P

Stella and me with my bleach hair. She said that I look very beng. =_='

Jeryl and me.

In the process of dyeing my hair the second time and having conditoner apply on my hair with a shower cap because my hari was too dry. And everyone laugh looking at me. My sisters said that I looks like Mario from the "Mario Brothers".. And when I scold people with the shower cap, they said that I look like those aunties in the market.. =_='''

Mario aka Auntie in the market.. =_=''

I will be going to Storm with my second sis tommorrow so I will take a photo with my new hairstyle and hair colour. =D

AND, My Elder sis ROM is this coming Friday. Looking forward to it. =D

Ok, Such a long, long entry. HAhaa. Take care people!

Sign off

2007-10-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

I STILL LOVE YAN ZI!!! =D

2007-10-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Pig= YES 9.33 Singapore Hits Award 2007

I went for "YES 9.33 Singapore Hits Awards 2007" at Singapore Indoor Stadium. I went with my Da jie and John. Gosh, I almost got killed by all those disgusting high-pitch screams. I wonder why must all those fans not shout, but scream as if they were all being rape? THOSE kind of "rape screams" were what I heard from them. I even remember one of the fans screaming as if she will faint anything. You know? Those kind of scream?? From "loud to nothing" kind of scream. =_=''

I don't mind you screaming for your favourite idol, but why must you scream for all idol?? *puzzled*

Not much singers attend this awards giving ceremony. Few of the famous one are SUN YAN ZI, Fahrenheit(Fei Lun Hai), Tank, Angela Zhang. I remember Fans SHOUTING AND SCREAMING like mad whenever Fahrenhiet was one the stage, walking pass or whatever shit they do. But this guys can't really sing. I am not jealous of them. But I mean they are really good looking, but they can't sing well. NOT AS WELL AS MY YAN ZI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She was cool la. Winning quite a few awards. I was motivated to stay only because of her attendance for the ceremony. If she was not there, I guess I would had leave early with my sister and John.

Lots of cool singing bands and singers were not there. Like Jay chou, Jolin, S.H.E, JJ lin and more. But at least SUN YAN ZI WAS THERE!! =D

But too bad, no photos were taken. I wouldn't wish for any of my stuff to be taken by the management due to "illegal" photo taking since they clearly states that photo taking are not allow.

AND I wonder, how smart are those people who "smuggle" their camera into the main hall?? Everyone's bag must be check by the security there. Weird.

Whatever it is, I still enjoy myself due to the Great singing voice of Sun YAN ZI and the many awards that she had won. *clap clap* She sure is a good singer HUH!

I STILL LOVE YAN ZI!! Maybe I should join the yan zi fan club since I love her so much right? HAhaa. Will think about that. =P

Ok. Maple time!! =D

Sign off.

2007-10-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

Pig= Chalet, Birthday, Photos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEO JIA JIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DD

Monday, 22th of October, First day of the chalet.

Jeryl, Stella and Me met up around 5 plus. I took a cab to fetch them from 201 and went straight to Downtown. Then we realise that we need a 18 years or above to check in for us. So we asked Michael to do us this favour as they were having a chalet at Downtown too. Hongling's aunt was the one who check in for us.

While in the chalet, did nothing much but slack around like nobody business. Hahaa. After awhile, Yan fu, Jia jian and Jing yuan arrived. Naruto non-stop. Hahaa. Till Ah tin Auntie, her friend, Cui ling and Yong kang came. Ah tin auntie cooked curry and bee hoon for us. THANKS! =D

Around 12, everyone left except Stella and Me. Two of us in the chalet. Don't expect that it will be boring, NOPE. We were having a lot of fun playing Ps2. Horror game. Haha. KU OH. We were helping each other thinking of ways to solve the games. LOL. So funny.

Around 6 plus, Zhiwei came over. Chat all the way till 9am. I was so so tired and I felt asleep.

23th of October, Tuesday, Second day of chalet, THE BIG DAY!

People presents were Yvon, Ran, Ah mei, Hui li, Pei jie, Pei rong, Yan fu, Jia jian, Jing yuan, Jeryl, Stella and Zhi wei. THIS PEOPLE ARE IDIOTS. I don't even know where does those two cakes came from. I NEVER SEE ANY CAKE ON THAT DAY.. =_=''

First time kenna SABO. Sigh. The minute I saw two cakes, I knew what was going to happen to me. HAHA. It was disgusting. I always never agreed to Sabo people on someone birthday. Firstly, I don't wanna get sabo back. Secondly, I find that CAKES are meant for eating, Not "Saboing", LOl. And Thirdly, I guess the feeling of cake on oyour face and all those creams ARE disgusting. But I still kenna. WHAT TO DO? THAT DAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY.

Photos are below. =_=' I still can remember those creams and chocolate in my nose and all over my face. *PUKE Yvon and Ah mei gave me a T shirt and Hui li gave me a Braclet. THANKS. And also thanks everyone for being present on that day. THANKs to people who wish me a happy birthday on my birthday regardless of SMS or friendster Testimonal. =)

After having the cake on my face and distributing the cakes to everyone, they start doing their own stuff. One group in the chalet playing games, another group playing card games, loser drink wine an another group had a nice talk. LOL. EVeryone left around 12 plus 1 exccept, Yan fu, Jian, Jeryl, Stella, Yvon, Ran, Jing yuan and me.

Almost all felt asleep, except Ran, Yvon and me. We played "Fatal Frame 2". HAhaa. JEryl left around 4 plus 5. Thanks bro for staying. BEST BRO EVER!!! =D Yan fu left around 6 plus because he was working on that day but still, he didn't went to work. I KNEW IT.

24th of October, Wednesday, Last day of chalet.

Pack everything and left chalet around 10.45am. Yvon, Stella, Jia jian and Jing yuan share a cab home whereas I took a cab myself. Ran walk home. After sending them, it started raining HEAVILY.. =_='' So I took the shattle bus to Pasir ris and took a cab home from there. AND GUESS WHAT? The cab driver was a fucking bastard.. =_=''

Had a short nap at home and met up with kenny to watch "Brothers". Not bad. Had dinner at 85 and chat about Maple for 1 hour. LOl..

Ok. I am going out. Going to collect my phone at Simei, Meet Stella they all and Go over to Wei jie's house to ton.

PHOTOS.

Thanks people for the cakes. =D

The guys. Zhiwei, Jeryl, Yan fu, Jia jian, Ran and Jing yuan.

Second picture of the guys.

The girls. Ah mei, Yvon, Hui li, Stella, Pei jie and Pei rong.

Seodn picture of the girls.

MAke a wish, Make a wish. "Let me go to JAPAN SOON and SEE MY ULTRAMAN!!!" =_=''

I can't imagine that I really gonna get sabo by those idiots. Laughing non-stop. =(

Look at that guy in red. THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL, "BROTHERS". Can't wait to push my head to the cake. =_=''

SISTERS AGAIN LOR. Laughing at me. =(

Idiot Zhiwei! Go to HELL!

Wa lau, I am worse than a clown.

Disgusted...

ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE LOR. IDIOT.

WA!! Going to USE THE WHOLE CAKE!! I am in pain. The cake went into my eyes. And it hurts.

Yvon and Me. =)

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!! =P

THANKS ALL FOR EVERYTHING. =D

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2007-10-21T03:03:00.000+08:00

Pig= Early Birthday Celebration with my family.

LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ULTRAMAN!! THIS IS LIMITED EDITION!!! AND WHAT's MORE, IT IS NEW!!!!

The box.

The card given inside per box. Total 6 of them.

And the ULTRAMAN!!!

Oh fuck, I love it. And it has been quite some times since I last bought a Ultraman to add into my collection. And this is one of my favourite series!! The monster series. Or series with Ultramna fighting the Kiaji. MOnster. =D ULTRAMAN DVD NOT INCLUDED WHEN I MEAN BY COLLECTION. Cd,Vcd and Dvd collection are counted as one. Argh, whatever.

I can hear the words going again. " AIYA, You can NEVER finish buying ultraman de lah. HOw old are you already? Still collecting Ultraman?? Grow up. Save up the money." BLAH, BLAH, BLah. But this is my Hobby. Too bad.

For your notice, the oldest Ultraman Fan member in "ULTRMANLAH" is around 45 to 50. Nothing much to say huh?

No no. I am still going to grab some Ultraman and Naruto after my birthday and after getting a job. If only I find a job.. =_=''

We went to Bugis Junction for dinner. Sakae Sushi. And some shopping. Just that some conflict happened. The celebration was not too bad. Whatever. Er jie is the one who communicates with me the best.. The rest of the members, I got nothing to say about that.

We also went looking for clothes to buy and wear for my Sister's ROM.

I bought 2 Tee, 1 pants and a bag. I love that bag.

I am still lookin forward for my birthday chalet. Anyway, My phone are send for service. W550i and W580i. Yup. =( I can only take W580I after 1 week whereas W550I on the 23rd of October, my birthday that day. Should be going down to collect after the chalet.

SIgh.. I am still wondering, WHO will be at the chalet staying over.. I am seriously unhappy about this..

COUNTING DOWN TO THE CHALET AND MY BIRTHDAY..

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2007-10-20T03:26:00.001+08:00

PHOTOS UPDATES.

La and Me. Ok. I am lame.

Jian and me. Stella say I look gay in this Pic. LOL.

Fu, Jian, Me, Jeryl.

La, Me, Jian, Fu. Laughing Crazily.

Me, Jermaine, La, Jeryl.

2007-10-20T03:21:00.000+08:00

Pig= Back Blogging again!!!

Hey, Back blogging. Hahaa. Counting down to my Birthday!!! =D 23rd. There is a chalet, not really for my birthday, but feel free to come down. Call for more details. From the 22th to 24th. =D PRESENTS IS A MUST.

Haha. I can't wait for my birthday to come. Ok, call me a kid or whatever. But I love my birthday. As in people celebrating with me. Friends and family. Yup. Will be going out with my family later on to have a early celebration for my birthday and to buy clothes for my elder sister's ROM.

Gosh. Have been staying in front of the computer for the past few days. I mean 2 days including today. MAPLE.. =_=' I am Currently lvl 38, Trying my best though.

Haha. oK. That's all. Take care people. And A EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

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2007-10-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

PIg= Photos.

Maple!! On the way to Singapore!!! =D

Me and Ah mei.

Not Beng, But Style.

Taken during Zhong ting's Birthday. HAhaa. Bear and Me. Don't even know what he is laughing at. =_='

Me, Jermaine, Jeryl. Taken during her birthday!! =D BELATED BIRTHDAY.

Me and La. LAME~

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2007-10-16T16:15:00.000+08:00

Pig= Ok ok, Blog is rotting now.

Sorry for not blogging. HAhaa. Have been lazy or too busy to blog. Lots of stuff had happened and the most recent bad stuff is.. ICeCreamChef doesn't want me anymore. Sigh. Means I am out of jobs. People around are working but except me. SIGH.. How am I going to have money.

Broke, Broke, Broke..

What am I suppose to do man..

Photos..

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2007-10-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

Pig= Broke, Broke, Broke!!

IceCreamChefs, call me please.. Desperate. Or I will need to find another job. I am too too broke. SIgh. Cut my hair. Hahaa. Some say not bad, some say ugly, whatever it is, I like it. =D

I am so stress up with everything. SIgh. MOney will solve most of the stuff. But I am just too stubborn to find another job. =_='' Just hoping that IceCreamChef will call me soon. Maybe Work like 5 days a week? Or 6 days a week? Yup, yup, I am dreaming.

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2007-10-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

Pig= EXAM ARE OVER!!!!

HAhaa. Finally, Exams are over. YEAH! =D When will IceCreamChef ask me to work? Hm.. Or should I find another job? But I love working there. Will see about that.

Anyway, my father just collected those ultraman stuff from his friend who went to Japan not too long ago. Not what I expected. But am happy with them. Can't take any photos from them. Still in the cover. HAhaa. But still love it.

I might be giving some money to Pei Rong. His brother is going to Japan. He don't mind helping me buying them. HAHAa. =D But have to see whether I got the money or not. HAhaa.

Exams are ok. Not too bad. But not veyr confident going to sec 5. Sigh. NEver mind.

ANYONE WILLING TO SPOSOR ME MONEY BUY ULTRAMAN!!!! JUST ULTRAMAN WILL DO!!!!

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2007-10-02T06:33:00.000+08:00

Pig= N levels..

Currently at michael house blogging. Suppose to study, but slackers.. Audition, Chi chat and stuff. Boring. I should say that today will be last paper. HAhaa. Maths paper 2 tommorrow. I don't give a damn about it. I don't even know whether will I pass my N or not. SIgh..

I will message IceCreamChef tommorrow. Earn money!!! Holiday. HAircut, EnjoY!! Don't ever going to think what is going to happen on that day when I get my result. HAHaa. I seriously don't know man.

Have not been blogging. Not enough sleep and stuff. Sigh.

I met up with Michael today at around 1.40am?? Yup. AM. Was crazy about studying. He was the one trying to psycho me to come and study, in the end?? HAhaa. Don't wanna talk about it. At least we did studied for Physic. Chemistry studied some I guess.

Sigh. Tired. Hope I won't fall asleep in exam hall later on.

Crazy about NARUTO!!!!!!!!!!

ANyone willing to sposor me money to buy Naruto, Ultraman and my upcoming to Malaysia?? ANYONE??

Haha. Fat hope.

Few more hours and prepare for battle!! LAst battle for me, I guess. JIA YOU!
=D
MY BIRTHDAY FALLS ON THE 23th OF OCTOBER. PRESENTS. I HOPE.

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